“Perhaps I hadn’t known what love was until then. Perhaps it was a thing that you only learned as you went along.”
— Nell reflects on her past relationships and newfound feelings.

Jojo Moyes (2015)
Genre
Lifestyle / Romance
Reading Time
90 min
Key Themes
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When her planned romantic Parisian getaway crumbles, a young woman discovers her adventurous spirit in the city of love, with a charming Frenchman and a moped.
Nell, a cautious and routine-loving twenty-six-year-old, arrives at St Pancras station for a romantic weekend in Paris with her boyfriend, Pete. She has planned everything carefully. However, Pete never appears, leaving Nell heartbroken and embarrassed. After a tearful phone call with her sister, she decides to go to Paris alone, determined not to waste the non-refundable tickets and hotel room. She arrives in the bustling city, feeling out of her element and overwhelmed, a contrast to her predictable London life.
Upon checking into her charming, small Parisian hotel room, Nell feels the weight of her solitude. She tries to have dinner alone at a local bistro but feels self-conscious and out of place among the couples. She struggles with the French menu and the busy atmosphere, reinforcing her anxieties about being alone in a foreign city. Her attempts to contact Pete are met with silence, deepening her disappointment and making her question their relationship and her decision to embark on this solo adventure.
The next morning, Nell tries to visit the Louvre, but gets lost and frustrated by the confusing Parisian streets. While trying to read a map, she meets Fabien, a charming and free-spirited Frenchman on a moped. He teases her about her struggles but then offers her a ride, which Nell, despite her usual reservations, surprisingly accepts. This spontaneous decision is a departure from her comfort zone, introducing unpredictability into her structured life.
Fabien takes Nell on an exhilarating, impromptu tour of Paris on his moped, showing her hidden gems and local spots she would never have found alone. He then introduces her to his friends – Cécile, Pierre, and others – at a lively outdoor café. Nell, initially shy, finds herself drawn into their carefree company. She starts to relax and enjoy herself, experiencing a side of Paris and a social interaction completely different from her usual structured life, beginning to shed some inhibitions.
That evening, Fabien and his friends invite Nell to a spontaneous street party with live music. Initially hesitant, Nell is encouraged by Fabien and finds herself dancing freely, something she never imagined doing. She feels a sense of liberation and joy she has not experienced before. The night is filled with laughter, music, and connection, further eroding her self-consciousness and opening her up to new experiences. She realizes that there is more to life than her planned routines and that she is capable of embracing spontaneity.
Later that night, as the party winds down, Nell has a more intimate conversation with Fabien. She confides in him about Pete's abandonment and her lifelong tendency to be cautious. Fabien, with his easygoing nature, listens empathetically and encourages her to embrace life's uncertainties. He makes her feel seen and understood in a way Pete rarely did, sparking a deeper connection between them. This conversation is a turning point for Nell, as she begins to express her desires for a more adventurous life.
The next morning, Pete finally calls Nell, offering a flimsy excuse for his absence – a sudden work emergency. He expects her to be upset but easily placated, assuming their relationship will go back to normal. However, Nell, empowered by her experiences in Paris, feels a shift within herself. She realizes that Pete's lack of consideration and his predictable nature are no longer enough for her. She sees him with new eyes, recognizing the limitations of their relationship and her own complacency within it.
Nell makes the difficult but necessary decision to end her relationship with Pete. She understands that she has outgrown their stagnant dynamic and that she deserves a partner who values her and encourages her growth. This decision shows her newfound self-awareness and confidence gained during her solo trip. It is a courageous step toward defining her own path and pursuing a life that truly excites her, even if it means stepping into the unknown.
Before heading back to London, Nell meets Fabien one last time. There is a palpable connection between them, and a sense of unspoken possibility. However, Nell knows she needs to return to her own life and confront the changes she has started. They share a tender farewell, leaving the door open for future encounters but emphasizing the personal journey Nell has undertaken. She leaves Paris feeling a mix of sadness to depart but also anticipation for the future, a contrast to her arrival.
Nell returns to London a changed woman. She no longer fears the unknown; instead, she embraces it. Her experiences in Paris have given her the courage to break free from her comfort zone and pursue a life filled with adventure. She is ready to explore new opportunities, both personally and professionally, and is open to the possibility of love that aligns with her newly discovered adventurous spirit. The trip, initially a disaster, became the catalyst for her personal change.
The Protagonist
Nell transforms from a timid, overly cautious individual into a confident, adventurous woman who embraces spontaneity and self-discovery.
The Supporting
Fabien remains consistently free-spirited, acting as a catalyst for Nell's change rather than undergoing significant personal change himself.
The Supporting
Pete remains largely unchanged, serving as a foil to Nell's evolution and the reason for her breakup.
The Supporting
Cécile's role is primarily to facilitate Nell's integration into the Parisian social scene.
The Supporting
Pierre's character serves to enhance the vibrant social atmosphere Nell encounters.
The central theme is Nell's journey of self-discovery after being pushed out of her comfort zone. Her solo trip to Paris, initially a disaster, helps her understand her desires, strengths, and capacity for adventure. Abandoned by Pete, she learns to rely on herself, make spontaneous decisions, and finds the courage to end a stagnant relationship and embrace a more fulfilling life. This is seen when she decides to go to Paris alone despite her fears, and later when she confidently breaks up with Pete, prioritizing her own happiness.
“Perhaps this was what happened when you finally let go of the things you were supposed to do and did the things you actually wanted to do.”
The story highlights the contrast between Nell's habit of meticulous planning and the joy of spontaneity. Her life with Pete is defined by routine, while her time with Fabien and his friends is a whirlwind of unplanned adventures – moped rides, street parties, and impromptu conversations. This theme is important as Nell learns to shed her fear of the unknown and embrace the excitement that comes with living in the moment, shown by her decision to dance at the street party or accept a ride from a stranger.
“For the first time in her life, Nell hadn't planned anything. And she was still here. She was still alive.”
The book explores different types of relationships: the complacent, stifling one Nell has with Pete, and the potentially exhilarating, growth-oriented connection she forms with Fabien. It examines the importance of mutual respect, encouragement, and shared values in a partnership. Nell realizes that a relationship should expand, not limit, one's horizons, leading her to break free from Pete and open herself to new possibilities that align with her evolving self. Her realization that Pete does not truly 'see' her is a key moment in understanding what she needs.
“She had spent so long trying to be the person Pete wanted her to be, that she had forgotten who she was.”
Nell's journey is about overcoming her fears – fear of being alone, fear of the unknown, fear of judgment, and fear of change. Her initial anxiety about navigating Paris alone quickly gives way to a growing confidence as she pushes her boundaries. Each small act of courage, from ordering food in French to dancing in public, chips away at her insecurities, empowering her to make life-altering decisions. Her initial fear of being 'unadventurous' transforms into an embrace of adventure.
“She had always been the kind of person who worried about what might go wrong. Now, for the first time, she wondered what might go right.”
Pete's no-show for the Paris trip serves as the inciting incident.
Pete's failure to appear for their romantic weekend in Paris is the crucial plot device that thrusts Nell out of her comfort zone and into an unfamiliar situation. Without this abandonment, Nell would never have gone to Paris alone, met Fabien, or had the experiences that lead to her profound self-discovery. It forces her to make an independent decision (to go alone) and sets in motion all subsequent events, acting as the primary catalyst for the entire story.
The city of Paris acts as a transformative environment for Nell.
Paris is more than just a backdrop; it functions almost as a character itself, representing spontaneity, romance, and a different way of life compared to Nell's routine existence in London. Its chaotic beauty, vibrant culture, and the freedom it offers allow Nell to shed her inhibitions. The city's unfamiliarity initially overwhelms her but ultimately empowers her, becoming the crucible in which she forges her new, adventurous identity. The romantic allure of Paris also highlights the lack of romance in her relationship with Pete.
Fabien's moped ride symbolizes Nell's embrace of spontaneity and adventure.
Fabien's offer of a moped ride, and Nell's surprising acceptance, is a potent symbolic plot device. For cautious Nell, getting on a stranger's moped is a significant departure from her character. The ride itself is exhilarating and unpredictable, mirroring the new experiences she's having. It represents her first major step towards embracing spontaneity and trusting in the moment, literally taking her on a new path through Paris and metaphorically on a new path in her life.
“Perhaps I hadn’t known what love was until then. Perhaps it was a thing that you only learned as you went along.”
— Nell reflects on her past relationships and newfound feelings.
“You can never tell what’s going to happen. You can never tell what’s going to make you happy.”
— Fabien shares his philosophy on life with Nell.
“Sometimes you have to step outside your comfort zone to find out what you’re capable of.”
— Nell contemplates her decision to stay in Paris alone.
“It was amazing how much more you noticed when you were on your own.”
— Nell observes her surroundings in Paris.
“Perhaps the greatest adventure of all was simply to let yourself be open to the unexpected.”
— Nell embraces the unpredictability of her trip.
“You can’t just wait for someone else to make your life happen.”
— Nell realizes she needs to take control of her own destiny.
“Sometimes the best plan is to have no plan at all.”
— Nell finds freedom in spontaneity.
“There was a certain liberation in realizing that nobody was watching you.”
— Nell feels uninhibited exploring Paris alone.
“The greatest journeys are not always to distant lands, but sometimes into the heart of yourself.”
— Nell's trip to Paris becomes a journey of self-discovery.
“It wasn’t a holiday; it was an education.”
— Nell describes her experience in Paris.
“Sometimes the things you run away from are the very things you need to face.”
— Nell confronts her anxieties and insecurities.
“You don't need someone else to complete you. You're already whole.”
— A realization Nell comes to about her own worth.
“Paris wasn't just a city; it was a feeling.”
— Nell reflects on the atmosphere and impact of Paris.
“Life had a funny way of giving you exactly what you needed, even when you didn’t know you needed it.”
— Nell reflects on the unexpected turns her trip has taken.
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