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This Is My Brain in Love

I.W. Gregorio (2020)

Genre

Psychology / Young Adult / Romance

Reading Time

7-8 hours

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When a Chinese-American teen's family restaurant faces closure, she teams up with a charming white classmate, sparking an unexpected romance that challenges cultural expectations and their fight to save her family's legacy.

Synopsis

Jocelyn Wu, a high school junior, faces a crisis when her family's restaurant, A-Plus Chinese Garden, might close. Her father lacks marketing skills, so Jocelyn takes on modernizing the business. She partners with Will Domenici, a student seeking a paying summer internship and aspiring editor for the school paper. Their initial collaboration to bring A-Plus into the digital age soon develops into a romance. However, Jocelyn's family's prejudices and the constant threat of the restaurant's closure challenge their relationship. As they navigate family dinners, social media campaigns, and ethical dilemmas related to Will's journalistic ambitions, Jocelyn and Will must fight to save A-Plus Chinese Garden and preserve their love against family expectations and societal pressures.
Reading time
7-8 hours
Difficulty
Easy
Pacing
Moderate
Mood
Heartwarming, Realistic, Sweet, Culturally Rich
✓ Read this if...
You enjoy contemporary YA romance with cultural themes, family drama, and a focus on entrepreneurship.
✗ Skip this if...
You prefer high-fantasy or action-driven plots, or dislike stories centered around family businesses and cultural clashes.

Plot Summary

A-Plus Chinese Garden in Jeopardy

Jocelyn Wu, a filmmaker, looks forward to her junior year. She hopes to direct a short film with her best friend Priya Venkatram and avoid being confused with Peggy Chang, the only other Chinese girl in her grade. However, her plans change when her father, Mr. Wu, reveals their family restaurant, A-Plus Chinese Garden, is near financial collapse. The restaurant, a cornerstone of their family's life, fails to attract new customers and keep up with modern marketing. Jocelyn feels immense pressure to help, despite her initial reluctance to get involved, recognizing the seriousness of the situation.

The Unlikely Marketing Partnership

Jocelyn wants to save A-Plus. She realizes her father's traditional business approach will not work. She takes matters into her own hands and hires Will Domenici, a talented journalist from her school, to help with the restaurant's marketing. Will, who seeks a paying summer internship to boost his resume for his dream of becoming an editor, accepts the offer. Their initial interactions involve misunderstandings and clashing personalities. Jocelyn is headstrong and creative, while Will is analytical and meticulous. Despite the awkward start, they begin to brainstorm ideas to bring A-Plus into the digital age, starting with social media.

Navigating Social Media and Awkward Dinners

Jocelyn and Will begin their mission to modernize A-Plus, creating social media accounts and a new online presence. This collaboration means they spend a lot of time together, leading to a gradual softening of their initial animosity. During this time, Will's family orders takeout from A-Plus, leading to an awkward dinner where Jocelyn is present. This casual interaction outside of work allows them to see different sides of each other. The marketing efforts start to show small successes, bringing hope to the struggling restaurant. Amidst their professional collaboration, a mutual attraction develops, leading to their first official date.

Rising Tensions and Family Prejudices

As Jocelyn and Will's romance grows, they face increasing external pressures. Jocelyn's family, especially her grandmother, disapproves of her relationship with Will because he is not Chinese. This prejudice creates tension within the Wu household, adding stress to Jocelyn's already burdened life. She struggles to balance her feelings for Will with her family's expectations and cultural traditions. Will tries to understand and respect Jocelyn's family's perspective, but finds it challenging to navigate their unspoken criticisms and the cultural barriers between him and Jocelyn.

The Brain in Love Project

Amidst the restaurant's struggles and her new romance, Jocelyn continues her passion for filmmaking. She begins a new short film project with Priya, titled 'This Is My Brain in Love.' This film explores the science and psychology behind love, allowing Jocelyn to process her complex emotions regarding Will and her family's disapproval. The project is a creative outlet and a way for her to articulate the internal conflict between her heart and her cultural obligations. Through interviews and research for her film, Jocelyn gains a deeper understanding of love.

Will's Editor Aspirations and Ethical Dilemmas

Will is committed to becoming an editor for the school paper. He sees the marketing internship at A-Plus as a stepping stone. His ambitions are tested when he's offered a summer internship at a local newspaper. This opportunity conflicts with his ongoing commitment to A-Plus and his relationship with Jocelyn. He grapples with the ethical implications of potentially leaving the Wu family restaurant, especially as their marketing efforts gain traction. Will's internal struggle highlights his dedication to his career goals versus his growing loyalty and affection for Jocelyn and her family's situation.

A-Plus's Big Break

Just when things seem most uncertain for A-Plus Chinese Garden, a turning point occurs. A prominent food blogger, impressed by the restaurant's new online presence and traditional dishes, publishes a rave review. This unexpected publicity provides a much-needed boost, attracting new customers and generating positive buzz. The review validates Jocelyn and Will's hard work and marketing strategies, bringing hope and energy to the struggling business. However, this sudden success also brings new challenges, as the family must manage increased demand and attention.

The Family Confrontation

Empowered by the restaurant's improved fortunes and her growing confidence, Jocelyn confronts her family, especially her grandmother, about their prejudices against Will and their rigid cultural expectations. This confrontation is emotionally charged. Jocelyn asserts her right to choose her own path and partner, emphasizing that love goes beyond cultural boundaries. She advocates for Will, highlighting his character and his contributions to saving A-Plus. This discussion is a step in Jocelyn's journey of self-discovery and standing up for what she believes, challenging old family traditions.

Will's Choice and Commitment

Faced with the choice between the newspaper internship and his loyalty to Jocelyn and A-Plus, Will makes a difficult but clear decision. He chooses to prioritize his commitment to Jocelyn and the restaurant, recognizing the value of their relationship and his impact on the family business. This decision shows his growth from an ambitious journalist to someone who values relationships and personal connections. He finds a way to balance his journalistic aspirations with his dedication to Jocelyn, possibly by finding an alternative path or deferring the internship, showing his changing priorities.

A-Plus Thrives, Love Endures

With Jocelyn and Will's combined efforts, and the positive publicity from the food blogger, A-Plus Chinese Garden experiences a turnaround. The restaurant not only survives but thrives, attracting diverse customers and securing its future. Jocelyn's family, seeing the success and Will's support, gradually accepts him, though with some reservations. Jocelyn and Will's relationship deepens, having weathered family prejudice and business uncertainty. They emerge stronger, having learned about love, family, and cultural identity, looking forward to a future together.

Principal Figures

Jocelyn Wu

The Protagonist

Jocelyn transforms from a reluctant participant in her family's business to a confident leader who embraces her cultural identity while fighting for her personal happiness and love.

Will Domenici

The Protagonist/Love Interest

Will learns to balance his career ambitions with the importance of personal relationships and cultural understanding, proving his loyalty and adaptability.

Priya Venkatram

The Supporting

Priya remains a constant and stable source of support for Jocelyn, helping her to process her emotions and decisions.

Mr. Wu

The Supporting

Mr. Wu learns to embrace new ideas and trust his daughter's judgment, adapting his traditional business approach for the restaurant's survival.

Jocelyn's Grandmother

The Supporting

The grandmother gradually softens her stance on Will, slowly accepting him into the family after witnessing his genuine character and contributions.

Mrs. Wu

The Supporting

Mrs. Wu grows in confidence, increasingly supporting Jocelyn's choices and helping bridge the gap between traditional family values and modern perspectives.

Peggy Chang

The Mentioned

Peggy Chang serves as a symbol of Jocelyn's early struggle for individual identity, a struggle Jocelyn eventually overcomes.

Food Blogger

The Mentioned

The food blogger's action serves as a crucial plot device, facilitating the resolution of the restaurant's financial troubles.

Themes & Insights

Cultural Identity and Heritage

The novel explores cultural identity, especially for second-generation Chinese Americans like Jocelyn. She balances her family's Chinese heritage, represented by A-Plus Chinese Garden and her grandmother's expectations, with her modern American aspirations. The restaurant is a symbol of this heritage, and its struggle mirrors Jocelyn's internal conflict. Her family's initial disapproval of Will, a white boy, highlights the pressure to maintain cultural integrity through relationships, as seen when Jocelyn confronts her grandmother about her prejudice, asserting her right to define her own path.

This is my brain in love. And I'm going to figure out how it works, no matter what my family says.

Jocelyn Wu (internal thought/narration)

Family Expectations vs. Personal Desires

A main theme is the tension between personal desires and family expectations. Jocelyn's initial wish to avoid the restaurant and pursue filmmaking clashes with her family's need for her help. Her romance with Will is met with strong disapproval from her grandmother, forcing Jocelyn to choose between her family's traditional values and her own happiness. The story explores the sacrifices made for family and the courage needed to stand up for one's own path, showing that love and family can coexist with individual autonomy.

I loved my family. I did. But sometimes, loving them felt like being squeezed, like being told to be smaller than I was.

Jocelyn Wu (internal thought)

The Evolution of Love and Relationships

The book details the evolution of Jocelyn and Will's relationship, from a professional partnership to a deep romantic connection. It portrays love as something that grows through shared experiences, mutual respect, and overcoming obstacles together. Their journey is complicated by external factors like family prejudice and professional ambition, forcing them to communicate, compromise, and fight for their bond. Jocelyn's film project, 'This Is My Brain in Love,' allows her to analyze the feelings she experiences.

It wasn't just a crush anymore. It was... something real. Something that felt like it could last.

Jocelyn Wu (internal thought)

Tradition vs. Modernity in Business

The struggle of A-Plus Chinese Garden shows the conflict between traditional business practices and the modern world. Mr. Wu's traditional approach, relying on word-of-mouth, is not enough in the digital age. Jocelyn and Will's efforts to introduce social media and modern marketing highlight the need for adaptation. The restaurant's eventual success shows that blending tradition with modernity helps businesses thrive, symbolizing a broader message about progress and cultural integration.

My dad's marketing skills were about as modern as a fortune cookie.

Jocelyn Wu (internal thought)

Plot Devices & Literary Techniques

The Family Restaurant (A-Plus Chinese Garden)

A central setting and symbol of family heritage and conflict.

A-Plus Chinese Garden functions as more than just a setting; it is a critical plot device representing the Wu family's cultural heritage, financial stability, and the weight of their traditions. Its impending closure serves as the inciting incident, forcing Jocelyn to engage with her family's legacy and confront her own identity. The restaurant's modernization and eventual success parallel Jocelyn's growth and her ability to bridge the gap between tradition and modernity. It also serves as the primary arena where Jocelyn and Will's professional and romantic relationship develops.

Jocelyn's Short Film Project ('This Is My Brain in Love')

A creative outlet that mirrors Jocelyn's emotional journey.

Jocelyn's passion project, her short film 'This Is My Brain in Love,' serves as a powerful meta-narrative device. It allows Jocelyn to explore and process her own complex emotions about love, family expectations, and cultural identity in a creative and analytical way. The film's subject matter directly reflects the themes of the novel, offering insights into Jocelyn's internal world and her struggle to understand her feelings for Will. It also showcases her talent and provides a space for her to assert her individuality and career aspirations.

The Food Blogger's Review

An external catalyst for the restaurant's turnaround.

The unexpected positive review from a prominent food blogger acts as a crucial plot device, serving as the turning point for A-Plus Chinese Garden's financial struggles. This external validation provides the much-needed boost in publicity and customer traffic, directly attributable to Jocelyn and Will's marketing efforts. It symbolizes the effectiveness of their modern strategies and provides a tangible reward for their hard work. This device effectively resolves the primary conflict of saving the restaurant, allowing the narrative to shift focus to the resolution of personal and romantic conflicts.

Cultural Prejudice (from Jocelyn's Grandmother)

A source of external conflict challenging the protagonists' relationship.

The grandmother's prejudice against Will because he is not Chinese is a significant plot device that creates external conflict and raises the stakes for Jocelyn and Will's relationship. It embodies the theme of cultural identity and the challenges of interracial romance within traditional families. This prejudice forces Jocelyn to confront her family's ingrained beliefs and stand up for her choices, driving much of her character development. It also provides Will with a direct experience of the cultural barriers he and Jocelyn must overcome, deepening his understanding of her world.

Critical analysis

Notable Quotes

Love isn't a decision you make; it's a place you fall into. And once you're there, it's a hell of a job to climb out.

Eliza reflects on the nature of her feelings for Leo.

The brain is a messy, beautiful thing. It creates, it destroys, it remembers, it forgets. It's us.

A general observation about the complexity of the human mind.

Sometimes the hardest part of being human is realizing you can't fix everything, no matter how much you want to.

Eliza struggles with the limitations of her ability to help those she cares about.

You don't get to choose who you love, but you do get to choose how you love them.

A piece of advice given to Eliza about navigating complicated feelings.

Fear can be a powerful motivator, but it's a terrible guide.

Eliza considers the role of fear in her decisions.

The greatest discoveries often come from looking at old problems with new eyes.

A discussion about scientific progress and innovation.

Being vulnerable isn't a weakness; it's a superpower. It allows others to see your truth.

Eliza learns the importance of opening up to others.

Every brain is a universe, unique and infinitely complex.

A reflection on the individuality of human minds.

Sometimes the most profound insights come from the quietest observations.

Eliza makes a breakthrough by paying close attention to details.

It's not about being perfect; it's about being present.

A reminder about the value of engagement over flawless execution.

The stories we tell ourselves about who we are can be the hardest to rewrite.

Eliza confronts her own self-perception and past narratives.

True understanding isn't just knowing the facts; it's feeling the weight of them.

Eliza reflects on the difference between academic knowledge and lived experience.

Even in the darkest places, there's always a flicker of light, if you know where to look.

A hopeful thought during a challenging time.

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Jocelyn's primary conflict arises when her father reveals that A-Plus Chinese Garden, their family restaurant, is struggling financially and might close. This immediately derails her personal aspirations for junior year, forcing her to prioritize saving the business over her film project and other wishes.

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