“The only thing I ever wanted was to be happy. Not this.”
— Diana expresses her frustration with her mental state and the impact it has on her family.

Brian Yorkey (2009)
Genre
Psychology
Reading Time
120 min
Key Themes
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A suburban mother's struggle with bipolar disorder shatters her family's facade, revealing the raw, often painful, truths beneath their pursuit of normalcy.
“The only thing I ever wanted was to be happy. Not this.”
— Diana expresses her frustration with her mental state and the impact it has on her family.
“I'm the one who's broken. I'm the one who's crazy.”
— Diana's self-perception during a period of distress.
“They say the crazy, it's hereditary. Maybe I'm just like my mother.”
— Natalie worries about inheriting her mother's mental illness.
“My son is not a delusion. He is my son.”
— Diana's firm belief in her son's presence, despite his being a hallucination.
“I miss the bright, the vivid, the clear. I miss the music.”
— Diana describes the dulling effect of her medication on her emotions and perceptions.
“It's not a question of love, it's a question of what's real.”
— Dan tries to explain to Diana the reality of their situation regarding their son.
“Every day is just a little bit brighter. Every day is just a little bit less dark.”
— Diana reflects on her progress, even if it's slow and incremental.
“I don't need a cure. I just need a sign that I'm not alone.”
— Diana expresses her need for connection and understanding rather than just medical treatment.
“The only way to get through this is together.”
— Dan's plea to Diana to face their challenges as a couple.
“Sometimes I think I'm the only sane one in this house.”
— Natalie's feeling of isolation and burden within her family.
“What if I can't feel anything anymore? What if I'm just numb?”
— Diana questions the side effects of her medication, fearing emotional blunting.
“The price of sanity is too high.”
— Diana's despair when considering the impact of treatment on her identity and memories.
“I love you too much to let you go, but I love you too much to stay.”
— Gabe's paradoxical expression of love and influence over Diana.
“You don't have to be happy to be good.”
— Dr. Madden's advice to Diana, emphasizing that well-being isn't solely about happiness.
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