“The hardest part of getting to know someone, I've found, is that you have to give them a piece of yourself, even if you don't know them well enough to know what that piece is yet.”
— Emma reflects on the vulnerability of new relationships.

Sarah Dessen (2019)
Genre
Young Adult / Romance
Reading Time
440 min
Key Themes
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A summer with her mother's estranged family at a lake makes Emma understand her two identities and her past, while she falls for a boy who helps her discover her heritage.
Seventeen-year-old Emma Saylor lives a predictable life with her father, Michael. Her mother, Bridget, died when Emma was ten. Her father is about to remarry Mindy, and they are going on a honeymoon. Because of a sudden change, Emma cannot stay with her best friend, Megan. She is sent to North Lake to stay with her maternal grandmother, Mimi, and her mother’s family, whom she has not seen in years. This side of her family, the Starrs, lives in the less wealthy, working-class North Lake community. This is different from the richer Lake North resort where her father’s family spent their summers. Emma feels like an outsider, dealing with a family she barely knows and a place with unclear memories of her mother.
When she arrives, Emma is met by the lively Starr family, including her grandmother Mimi, Aunt Mel, Uncle Wayne, and her cousins Corette, Bailey, and Cricket. They call her 'Saylor,' her mother's name, which creates a dual identity for her. She quickly learns about the difference between North Lake, where her mother grew up, and the wealthy Lake North, where her father’s family had a summer home. The Starrs run businesses like The Big House restaurant in North Lake. Emma feels pulled between both worlds, trying to connect her 'Emma' identity from her father's side with her 'Saylor' identity from her mother's.
Emma is surprised to see Roo, her best friend from her early childhood summers at North Lake. Roo, now older and working at his family's marina, remembers her as Saylor. He brings back many memories she had forgotten. He shows her places they used to go and tells stories about her mother, Bridget. Through Roo, Emma starts to understand more about her mother's life at North Lake, including her adventurous spirit and her strong connection to the community. This makes Emma feel more connected to her mother's heritage.
Emma starts working at The Big House, the family restaurant, with her cousins Corette and Bailey. She sees how the Starr family works, their loyalty, their arguments, and their support for each other. She takes part in North Lake traditions like the annual fireworks display and learns about local stories and history. This helps her feel more a part of the community and closer to her mother's past. She begins to see the charm and strength of North Lake, liking its realness compared to the more polished world of Lake North.
Through talks with Mimi, Aunt Mel, and Roo, Emma learns about the difficult relationship between her parents, Bridget and Michael. She finds out that her mother, Bridget, was a free spirit who felt held back by Michael's wealthy Lake North family. Their love was strong but troubled, marked by class differences and expectations. Emma realizes that her parents' marriage was not the simple, happy union her father had described. She begins to understand the conflict her mother must have felt, caught between two different worlds.
As Emma and Roo spend more time together, their bond gets stronger. Roo's patience, his understanding of North Lake, and his shared memories of her mother create a special connection. Emma feels more drawn to him, liking his kindness and how he sees her as 'Saylor.' Their interactions become more personal, with shared secrets, quiet moments, and growing romantic feelings. Emma realizes she is falling for Roo, which excites her and makes her understanding of her place in North Lake more complex.
Emma's father, Michael, visits North Lake near the end of the summer. He brings his neat, controlled version of their family history. He is uncomfortable with Emma being so involved with the Starr family and the working-class area. Emma, now with a fuller understanding of her mother's life and her parents' relationship, questions her father's clean version of events. She talks to him about how he overshadowed her mother's memory and the reasons for their difficult relationship. This leads to a tense but necessary conversation about their past.
Through old journals and conversations, Emma discovers that her mother, Bridget, wanted to be an artist and travel. She largely set these dreams aside after marrying Michael and having Emma. This deeply affects Emma, making her understand her mother's love and the sacrifices she made. Emma realizes that her mother was not just the woman her father described, but an individual with her own goals and inner life. This strengthens Emma's connection to her mother's creative and adventurous spirit.
By the end of the summer, Emma has fully accepted her 'Saylor' identity and is part of the Starr family. She feels a deep connection to North Lake and its people, especially Roo. She realizes she does not have to choose between her two identities but can combine them. She decides to pursue art, a passion she shares with her mother, and to keep her connections to North Lake and her maternal family. Her time at the lake has given her a stronger sense of self and a clearer idea for her future, different from what her father wanted for her.
As summer ends, Emma gets ready to go home, but she is changed. She has found her 'rest of the story' and understands her rich heritage. She leaves Roo, confirming their romantic relationship with a promise to continue it. She leaves North Lake with a strong sense of belonging and a commitment to the relationships she has built. Emma returns to her father and Mindy with new confidence and clarity, ready to live her full self, carrying the spirit of North Lake and her mother with her.
The Protagonist
Emma transforms from a girl passively accepting her father's narrative to a confident young woman who embraces her full identity, integrating her mother's legacy and her own aspirations.
The Supporting/Romantic Interest
Roo remains a steadfast and supportive presence, helping Emma on her journey of self-discovery while also evolving their childhood friendship into a mature romantic relationship.
The Mentioned/Catalyst
Her character is revealed through Emma's discoveries, evolving from a vague memory into a complex, fully realized individual who made sacrifices for her family.
The Supporting
Mimi's character remains a constant source of wisdom and unconditional love, guiding Emma through her journey of discovery.
The Supporting
Michael initially resists Emma's exploration of her mother's past but eventually begins to open up and accept Emma's connection to the Starr family and North Lake.
The Supporting
Corette's relationship with Emma evolves from cautious distance to a supportive and understanding friendship, reflecting Emma's acceptance into the family.
The Supporting
Bailey remains a consistently cheerful and welcoming presence, helping Emma integrate into the social life of North Lake.
The Supporting
Cricket's role is primarily to provide an immediate, unconditional connection for Emma within her new family.
The Mentioned/Supporting
Mindy remains a kind, if somewhat peripheral, character who represents the 'other' side of Emma's life.
The main idea is Emma's journey to understand herself by connecting with her mother's past and her mother's family. She uses two names, 'Emma' and 'Saylor,' representing her father's controlled world and her mother's free spirit. By rediscovering her mother's life at North Lake, Emma combines these two parts of herself, realizing she can embrace her full identity. She finds her own artistic voice, like her mother's goals.
“"It was like I had two lives, two names, and two families. And I was learning that I didn't have to pick one to be real, or to be me. I could be both."”
The novel explores family beyond parents, showing the importance of extended relatives and shared history. Emma first feels like an outsider with the loud Starr family but slowly finds a deep sense of belonging and love. The difference between her father's small, neat family and the large, connected Starr family shows different ways family can be. This is clear in how the Starrs accept Emma as 'Saylor' and share stories, making her feel connected to her roots.
“"Family wasn't always just the people you were born with. It was the people you found, the ones who understood you, the ones who were there."”
Memory, both personal and shared, is a main idea. Emma has unclear memories of her mother. The story shows her putting them together through stories from her mother's family and Roo. The different stories from her father and the Starrs show how memory can be selective and shaped by viewpoint. By looking at these different stories, Emma builds a more complete and true understanding of her past and her mother's life, which then shapes her future.
“"It was like the lake held all the stories, and if you listened close enough, they would tell you everything."”
The difference between working-class North Lake and the wealthy Lake North resort shows a social divide. Emma's parents came from these two worlds, and their marriage was complicated by class. The Starr family shows the strength, community, and realness of North Lake, while her father's world represents polish and expectations. Emma moves between these two places, learning to value both but finding more connection with the down-to-earth nature of North Lake.
“"There was North Lake, and there was Lake North. And even though they shared a name, they were two entirely different places, with two entirely different sets of rules."”
The romance between Emma and Roo is a big part of her self-discovery. Their connection comes from shared childhood memories and Roo's understanding of her mother's past. Roo gives Emma emotional support and makes her feel truly seen. Their relationship grows in North Lake, showing a natural, real connection that is different from the more surface-level parts of her old life. Their love story is tied to Emma's journey to accept her full identity.
“"He was the rest of the story I hadn't known I was missing."”
The use of 'Emma' and 'Saylor' to represent the protagonist's divided self.
Emma's two names, 'Emma' (her father's preferred name) and 'Saylor' (her mother's nickname for her, used by her maternal family), serve as a powerful symbol of her dual identity. This device highlights her internal conflict and the external pressures she faces to conform to one side of her heritage. As she spends time at North Lake, embracing 'Saylor' allows her to connect with her mother's past and integrate these two parts of herself, ultimately leading to a more complete sense of self. It's a constant reminder of the two worlds she inhabits.
The contrasting settings symbolize social class and differing values.
The geographical and cultural divide between the working-class North Lake and the affluent Lake North resort acts as a central metaphor for the class differences that shaped Emma's parents' relationship and now influence her own identity. North Lake represents authenticity, community, and the Starr family's resilience, while Lake North symbolizes wealth, expectations, and her father's controlled environment. This device allows Emma to experience and compare these two worlds, ultimately choosing to integrate the values of North Lake into her life.
The narrative technique of revealing the past through incomplete recollections and diverse perspectives.
The story employs fragmented memories and multiple perspectives to gradually reveal the truth about Bridget's life and her parents' relationship. Emma's own childhood memories are hazy, and she relies on the stories told by Mimi, Aunt Mel, Roo, and even her father. Each character offers a piece of the puzzle, often with differing biases. This device creates suspense and allows the reader to discover the 'rest of the story' alongside Emma, emphasizing how personal narratives shape understanding and identity.
A symbolic setting for family, community, and the heart of North Lake life.
The Big House, the Starr family's restaurant, serves as more than just a workplace; it's a central hub for the family and the entire North Lake community. It symbolizes tradition, hard work, and the interconnectedness of the Starrs. For Emma, working there is an immersive experience that helps her understand her roots, observe family dynamics, and feel a sense of belonging. It's a place where stories are shared, and the pulse of North Lake life is most evident, solidifying her connection to her maternal heritage.
“The hardest part of getting to know someone, I've found, is that you have to give them a piece of yourself, even if you don't know them well enough to know what that piece is yet.”
— Emma reflects on the vulnerability of new relationships.
“It’s funny how you can live your whole life in one place and think you know it, and then you leave and come back, and suddenly it’s all different.”
— Emma observes how her perception of her hometown changes after being away.
“Sometimes you just have to take a leap of faith and figure out the landing on the way down.”
— Emma contemplates taking a risk in her summer plans.
“The best kind of summer is the one where you don't plan anything and everything just happens.”
— Emma embraces the spontaneity of her summer at the lake.
“It’s not about finding someone who completes you, it’s about finding someone who accepts you completely.”
— Emma's realization about healthy relationships.
“There are some people you meet and you just know, instantly, that they're going to be important to you.”
— Emma's first impression of one of the characters.
“You can never truly go back to who you were, but you can always decide who you want to be next.”
— Emma reflects on personal growth and moving forward.
“The thing about family is, you don't get to pick them. But sometimes, if you're lucky, you get to choose how you love them.”
— Emma thinks about her complicated family dynamics.
“Sometimes the quietest places hold the loudest stories.”
— Emma discovers hidden histories in her new surroundings.
“It’s amazing how much you can learn about yourself when you're away from everything you thought you knew.”
— Emma's experience of self-discovery during her summer away.
“The best kind of memories are the ones you don't even realize you're making until they're already made.”
— Emma cherishes the unexpected moments of her summer.
“You don't always need a grand plan. Sometimes you just need to follow the feeling.”
— Emma learns to trust her instincts.
“Every person has a whole world inside them, and sometimes you just need to find the right key to unlock it.”
— Emma reflects on understanding others deeply.
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