“There are some things you can never outrun, no matter how fast you go.”
— Reflecting on past trauma and the inability to escape its shadow.

Liz Fenton (2017)
Genre
Thriller / Mystery
Reading Time
360 min
Key Themes
See below
Sign in to track this book
A widow reeling from the sudden death of her husband discovers he died in Hawaii with another woman, prompting her to team up with the other woman's fiancé to uncover the truth behind their shared betrayal and the mysterious accident.
Jacqueline "Jacks" Morales, an elementary school teacher, is at home when two police officers arrive at her door. They deliver the news that her husband, James, has died in a car accident in Hawaii. This immediately raises questions for Jacks, as James was supposedly on a business trip to Kansas. The officers also inform her that James was not alone in the car; another woman, named Katie, also died in the crash. Jacks is left reeling, not only from the grief of losing her husband but also from the immediate realization that he was having an affair and had lied to her about his whereabouts. Her world, which she believed to be stable, shatters instantly.
Following James's funeral, Jacks is consumed by grief, anger, and betrayal. She discovers that the other woman in the car, Katie, was engaged to a man named Nick. Nick, equally blindsided by the affair and Katie's death, reaches out to Jacks. They meet, initially wary and hurt, but find common ground in their shared experience of betrayal and loss. Nick, wanting closure, suggests they travel to Hawaii together to retrace James and Katie's final days, hoping to uncover the truth behind their affair and the circumstances of their deaths. Jacks, desperate for answers herself, reluctantly agrees.
Jacks and Nick arrive in Maui, a place that now feels tainted by the secret lives of their loved ones. They check into the resort where James and Katie had been staying, using information from the police report. The atmosphere is heavy with unspoken questions and unease. They begin their investigation by speaking with hotel staff, trying to piece together a timeline of James and Katie's activities. Jacks is particularly disturbed by the discovery of a small, distinctive seashell in James's belongings, something he would never have collected, hinting at a side of him she never knew. Their journey is fraught with tension and a growing, complicated intimacy born from their shared trauma.
As Jacks and Nick look deeper, they discover that James and Katie's trip was not simply a romantic getaway. They find a hidden compartment in James's suitcase containing a large sum of cash and a burner phone. This discovery shifts their perspective from a tragic affair to something potentially more serious. The car accident, initially deemed accidental, now seems suspicious. They realize that James and Katie might have been involved in something more dangerous than just infidelity. Jacks starts to question everything she thought she knew about her husband, grappling with the image of the man she loved versus the stranger she is now uncovering.
Following leads from the burner phone, Jacks and Nick discover that James and Katie were in Hawaii to meet with an unknown individual, not just for a secret rendezvous. The phone contains cryptic messages and an address for a remote, abandoned property on the island. They begin to suspect that James and Katie were involved in some sort of illicit activity, possibly a deal or a transaction. The idyllic Hawaiian setting contrasts sharply with the growing danger and paranoia they experience, transforming their quest for truth into a high-stakes search for answers that could put their own lives at risk. The true nature of James's secret life begins to emerge.
Jacks and Nick track down a local contact whose name they found on the burner phone, a shady character named Kai. They confront Kai, who is initially evasive and hostile. Through persistent questioning and some deception, they manage to get information from him. Kai reveals that James and Katie were involved in a scheme, but he is reluctant to disclose the full details, clearly fearing repercussions. He hints at a larger operation and warns them that they are treading on dangerous ground. This encounter solidifies their belief that James and Katie's deaths were not accidental and were likely connected to whatever illicit dealings they were involved in.
Through further investigation and piecing together clues, Jacks and Nick deduce that James and Katie were acting as couriers, tasked with delivering a valuable package to someone in Hawaii. The large sum of cash found in James's suitcase was likely payment or related to the transaction. They realize the car accident might have been a deliberate attempt to intercept this package or silence them. The tension escalates as they understand the true stakes involved. Jacks feels a renewed sense of betrayal, realizing the depth of James's deception and the danger he willingly put himself in, ultimately leading to his demise.
Jacks and Nick uncover evidence that James was being blackmailed. He had gotten himself into deep financial trouble, and to protect Jacks and their future, he agreed to participate in this illicit scheme. The mastermind behind the operation is revealed to be someone unexpectedly close to Jacks, making the betrayal even more profound. This revelation changes Jacks's perception of James once again, shifting from anger at his infidelity to a complex mix of pity and understanding for the desperate choices he made, albeit misguided. The full scope of the conspiracy, and James's reluctant role in it, comes to light.
The mastermind, realizing Jacks and Nick are close to uncovering the full truth, sets a trap for them. They are led to a secluded location, believing they are about to find the missing package or the final piece of the puzzle. The atmosphere is tense and perilous, with Jacks and Nick acutely aware of the danger they are in. They realize they are no longer just investigators but targets. The person behind the scheme confronts them, revealing their motives and the extent of their involvement in James and Katie's deaths. Jacks and Nick must now fight for their lives and expose the truth.
In a climactic confrontation, Jacks and Nick face off against the mastermind. Jacks, fueled by grief, anger, and a newfound strength, manages to outwit the villain. She uses the clues they've gathered to expose the truth, not just about James's involvement but also the mastermind's responsibility for the deaths of both James and Katie. The police are eventually called, and the villain is apprehended. Jacks experiences a sense of closure, though the pain of James's betrayal and loss remains. She realizes the man she loved was far more complex and flawed than she ever imagined, but she also finds a measure of peace in understanding the circumstances of his death.
After the dust settles in Hawaii, Jacks returns to her life in California, changed by her experiences. The comfortable, predictable world she once knew is gone, replaced by a more nuanced understanding of human nature and the complexities of relationships. While the grief for James lingers, she has found a strange form of peace and strength. Her relationship with Nick, forged in shared trauma and a quest for truth, remains a significant, if undefined, bond. Jacks looks towards the future, carrying the lessons learned from James's secrets and her own journey of discovery, ready to rebuild her life on a foundation of honesty and self-awareness.
The Protagonist
Jacks transforms from a heartbroken, unsuspecting wife into a resilient, independent woman who confronts harsh truths and finds her own agency amidst profound loss and betrayal.
The Antagonist/Catalyst
Though deceased, James's character arc is revealed posthumously, transforming from the beloved husband into a flawed, desperate man caught in a web of his own making.
The Supporting
Nick moves from a state of bewildered grief and anger to finding a measure of understanding and a new, unexpected connection with Jacks.
The Mentioned/Catalyst
Her posthumous character arc reveals her transformation from a mysterious other woman to a co-conspirator in a dangerous scheme.
The Supporting
Kai's role is primarily to provide exposition and further the plot, revealing key pieces of the puzzle under duress.
The Antagonist
The Mastermind is revealed from a hidden threat to a tangible, malicious force, ultimately exposed and confronted by Jacks.
This theme explores how characters, particularly Jacks, believe they know their loved ones intimately, only to discover deep secrets. Jacks's entire perception of her marriage and husband is shattered by James's affair and his involvement in criminal activities. The narrative constantly challenges the characters' assumptions, revealing that even the closest relationships can harbor hidden depths and betrayals. This is evident from the moment the police reveal James died in Hawaii, not Kansas, and with another woman, completely upending Jacks's reality.
““You think you know a person. You live with them, you sleep next to them, you share everything. And then, one day, you realize you knew nothing at all.””
The story is rooted in the intertwined emotions of grief and betrayal. Jacks experiences the sorrow of losing her husband, but this grief is immediately complicated by the revelation of his affair and his secret life. Nick experiences similar feelings regarding Katie. Their journey is not just about solving a mystery, but also about processing these conflicting emotions, moving through anger, confusion, and pain towards a form of acceptance and understanding. The initial shock of James's death is quickly overshadowed by the agonizing question of 'why?'
““How could I mourn the man I loved when I hated the man he had become?””
Both Jacks and Nick are driven by a need to uncover the truth behind James and Katie's deaths and their affair. Their journey to Hawaii is a literal and metaphorical quest for answers, seeking to understand the 'why' behind the deception and the tragedy. This pursuit of truth is essential for their emotional healing and for finding closure. They risk their own safety to piece together the puzzle, believing that only by understanding what truly happened can they begin to move forward. This theme is central to their decision to travel to Hawaii and retrace the deceased couple's steps.
““We needed to know. Not just about the affair, but about everything. Every lie, every secret, every reason.””
The novel explores the various, often conflicting, motivations that drive human actions. James's actions, initially perceived as purely selfish and deceitful, are later revealed to be more complex, driven by desperation and a misguided attempt to protect Jacks. The mastermind's motivations are also explored, revealing the darker side of human desires like greed or revenge. This theme encourages readers to look beyond initial judgments and consider the underlying pressures and circumstances that lead characters to make difficult or morally ambiguous choices. James's financial troubles and blackmail are key examples of this.
““Sometimes, the people we love do terrible things for reasons we can barely comprehend.””
Misleading clues or plot points that divert attention from the real truth.
The initial focus on James's affair as the primary mystery serves as a significant red herring. While the affair is real and painful, the narrative uses it to initially misdirect both Jacks and the reader from the deeper, more dangerous criminal enterprise James and Katie were involved in. The discovery of the burner phone and large sum of cash shifts the focus, revealing that the affair was merely a facade or a component of a much larger, more sinister plot, making the initial emotional betrayal a secondary concern to the looming danger.
The story is pieced together through the actions and secrets of characters who can no longer speak for themselves.
A significant plot device is the reconstruction of events through the remnants of James and Katie's lives – hotel receipts, phone records, hidden items, and witness accounts. Since James and Katie are deceased, their motivations and actions must be inferred and pieced together by Jacks and Nick, creating a narrative where the 'truth' is constantly being revised and reinterpreted. This device heightens the mystery and the sense of discovery as the protagonists uncover layers of deception and hidden agendas, often finding conflicting 'truths'.
Using an idyllic location to starkly contrast with the dark themes and events.
Hawaii, typically seen as a paradise, serves as a powerful contrasting backdrop for the grim events and dark secrets unfolding. The beautiful beaches, lush landscapes, and resort atmosphere are juxtaposed against themes of death, betrayal, and criminal activity. This contrast amplifies the sense of unease and tension, highlighting how even in the most beautiful settings, human darkness can thrive. The 'paradise' becomes a metaphorical cage for Jacks and Nick as they delve deeper into the dangerous truth, making the setting feel increasingly claustrophobic and threatening.
“There are some things you can never outrun, no matter how fast you go.”
— Reflecting on past trauma and the inability to escape its shadow.
“Grief is a strange beast. It claws at you one minute, then leaves you numb the next.”
— Describing the unpredictable and conflicting emotions of mourning.
“Every secret has a shelf life. Eventually, they all come tumbling out.”
— A character's realization about the unsustainable nature of hidden truths.
“Sometimes the people you think you know best are the ones hiding the most.”
— A growing suspicion about a loved one's true nature.
“The past isn't just behind us; it's a shadow that follows, always threatening to overtake.”
— The protagonist's struggle with unresolved events from her history.
“Fear has a way of twisting everything, making you doubt what you know to be true.”
— As paranoia and uncertainty begin to cloud judgment.
“You can build walls around yourself, but they won't keep the truth out forever.”
— A character's futile attempt to shield herself from harsh realities.
“The quiet moments are often the most dangerous. That's when your mind starts to play tricks.”
— Experiencing anxiety and unsettling thoughts in moments of solitude.
“Trust is a fragile thing. Once broken, it's almost impossible to mend completely.”
— Reflecting on the aftermath of a betrayal.
“Sometimes the greatest strength comes from admitting you're broken.”
— A moment of vulnerability leading to a turning point for the protagonist.
“We all have versions of ourselves we show to the world, and versions we keep hidden.”
— Observing the different facades people present.
“The truth is rarely simple. It's usually messy and complicated, just like life.”
— Grappling with the complex layers of a mystery.
“Hope can be a dangerous thing. It can blind you to what's really happening.”
— Warning against false hope in a desperate situation.
“The hardest part isn't finding the truth, it's accepting what it means.”
— The emotional toll of uncovering a disturbing reality.
Ready to see how well you understood this book? Take our interactive quiz with 10 questions.