““I’m not afraid of you, Smiley. I’m afraid for you.””
— Sara expressing her deep concern for Smiley's well-being and the dangers he faces.

Laurann Dohner (2013)
Genre
Fantasy / Science Fiction / Romance
Reading Time
300 min
Key Themes
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Drugged and on the run from bigots, a human woman and a genetically engineered New Species male must rely on instinct and trust to survive a forced breeding scenario, forging a bond that defies prejudice and danger.
Vanni's fiancé, David, tricks her into attending a conference in San Antonio, Texas. His father, Senator Johnson, and the 'Humans for Humanity' church are protesting the New Species Organization. Vanni hates their hateful words and the senator's anti-New Species agenda, feeling betrayed by David. Overwhelmed by the bigotry and her fiancé's involvement, Vanni leaves the conference hall for a nearby hotel bar. She wants a drink and a moment of peace away from the discriminatory crowd, unaware her life is about to change.
At the hotel bar, Vanni sits next to a handsome New Species male. This is Smiley, a bodyguard for other New Species at the conference. They are immediately attracted. As they talk and share a drink, an unknown person slips a powerful breeding stimulant, a 'breeding drug,' into their drinks. The drug causes an intense, painful heat cycle in both humans and New Species, making them desperate to mate. Vanni and Smiley quickly realize they have been targeted, and the drug's effects begin to show.
As the drug takes hold, Vanni and Smiley feel intense physical and emotional pain. Smiley, though initially cautious about Vanni's presence at a hostile conference, quickly dismisses the idea that she would drug them. He senses her fear and pain, and a protective instinct activates. Recognizing their immediate danger, especially from those who might exploit their drugged state, Smiley takes charge. He helps Vanni discretely leave the bar and hotel, moving through the crowded lobby while trying to control their symptoms and avoid drawing attention. Their immediate goal is to find a safe, private place.
Smiley knows the breeding drug's severity. He decides the safest place for them is the New Species Enclave, a secure compound for New Species. He gets Vanni and himself to the enclave, where New Species medical staff immediately meet them. The staff recognizes the breeding drug's symptoms and begins treatment to ease their suffering. Despite the chaos and pain, Vanni is struck by the New Species' efficiency and care, a stark contrast to the dehumanizing words she heard from 'Humans for Humanity.' Smiley stays by her side, a constant source of comfort.
Confined to a room in the enclave, Vanni and Smiley fight the agonizing effects of the breeding drug. The pain is intense, making clear thought difficult, but the other's presence offers a strange comfort. Smiley, true to his nature, is protective and attentive, doing everything to distract Vanni from her suffering. He holds her, whispers reassurances, and offers his body as a physical anchor. During this harrowing experience, their bond quickly grows. They share intimate moments of vulnerability and trust, forming a connection beyond physical attraction, building a deeper emotional relationship amidst the crisis.
As Vanni slowly recovers from the drug's acute effects, her fiancé, David, arrives at the New Species Enclave. He demands to see her, not out of concern but anger and entitlement. He is furious that Vanni is with a New Species and tries to control her, showing his own deep prejudices and his family's involvement in the anti-New Species movement. Vanni, now clear-headed and having experienced the New Species' kindness, sees David for the bigoted, manipulative man he is. The confrontation solidifies her decision: she breaks off their engagement, severing ties with David and his hateful world for good.
With David gone, Smiley tells Vanni his deep feelings, acknowledging their rapid, intense bond formed under extreme circumstances. He wants her to stay with him at the enclave, to explore a future together. Vanni, having seen Smiley's kindness, protection, and genuine affection, realizes she has found something special with him. She feels a sense of belonging and acceptance she never had with David. Embracing this new, unexpected path, Vanni chooses to stay with Smiley, making a decisive break from her past and committing to a life within the New Species community.
Vanni begins to adjust to life at the New Species Enclave, a close-knit community. She learns about their culture, struggles, and resilient spirit. Far from the prejudice she grew up with, Vanni finds warmth, acceptance, and a sense of family among the New Species. Her relationship with Smiley continues to deepen. They navigate the challenges of their new life together, building trust and intimacy. Vanni also begins to understand the complexities of the New Species' past and the ongoing threats they face, solidifying her commitment to their cause and to Smiley.
The New Species Organization investigates the breeding drug that targeted Vanni and Smiley. It quickly becomes clear this was not an isolated incident but part of a larger, sinister plot. Smiley, with his sharp instincts, and Vanni, with her knowledge of the human world and David's family, assist in the investigation. They discover that 'Humans for Humanity' and Senator Johnson are deeply involved in making and distributing these drugs. Their goal is to destabilize the New Species community and further their hateful agenda. The stakes rise as they realize the threat extends beyond their experience.
With new information, Vanni decides to help bring down Senator Johnson and his bigoted organization. She uses her former connections and knowledge of David's family and their operations to gather evidence. This means facing her past and confronting the people who once held power over her. With Smiley and the New Species by her side, Vanni shows courage, using her position to expose the senator's illegal activities and the inhumane treatment of New Species. She proves herself a valuable ally in the fight for justice and equality.
Through the combined efforts of Vanni, Smiley, and the New Species Organization, Senator Johnson's conspiracy to harm New Species is exposed. The evidence is undeniable, leading to widespread outrage and legal action against the senator and 'Humans for Humanity.' While the fight for full equality continues, this victory is a significant step forward. With the immediate threat gone, Vanni and Smiley can focus on building their future together. Their bond, formed in crisis, has grown into a deep, unwavering love, and they look forward to a life free from prejudice, surrounded by their chosen family at the enclave.
The Protagonist
Vanni transforms from a passive, manipulated individual into an empowered, independent woman who actively fights against prejudice and embraces a life dedicated to love and justice.
The Protagonist
Smiley's initial wariness of humans softens as he finds his mate in Vanni, deepening his capacity for love and trust, and reinforcing his commitment to protecting his family and community.
The Supporting/Antagonist
David remains static in his prejudice and manipulation, ultimately losing Vanni and his social standing as his true character is exposed.
The Antagonist
Senator Johnson's arc demonstrates the downfall of a powerful, prejudiced figure when his crimes are exposed, leading to his eventual defeat.
The Supporting
The organization consistently strives for justice and protection for its members, achieving a significant victory against Senator Johnson's conspiracy.
The novel explores prejudice through the 'Humans for Humanity' organization and Senator Johnson's words. They represent a society that fears and demonizes those who are different, specifically the New Species. This theme is clear in Vanni's initial discomfort with her fiancé's family's views, her eventual realization of their malice, and the constant threat faced by Smiley and his kind. The story contrasts this bigotry with the acceptance and community found within the New Species Enclave, showing how destructive hate is versus how strong unity is. For example, the act of drugging Vanni and Smiley is rooted in the dehumanization of New Species.
“She hated everything those vile bigots stood for.”
In contrast to the rampant prejudice, love and acceptance are central to Vanni and Smiley's relationship. Their bond, formed under the extreme stress of the breeding drug, goes beyond species differences and societal expectations. Smiley's immediate trust and unwavering protection of Vanni, despite her being human, shows unconditional love and acceptance. Vanni, in turn, finds true acceptance and belonging with Smiley and the New Species community, something she never experienced with her human fiancé. This theme illustrates how love can break down barriers and create a powerful, lasting connection in the face of adversity, as seen in their rapid and deep emotional connection.
“She is his female, even if she doesn't realize it yet.”
Betrayal is a significant theme, mainly through Vanni's fiancé, David. He betrays Vanni's trust by manipulating her into attending the conference and aligning himself with his father's hateful agenda. This betrayal helps Vanni grow. Her 'redemption' comes from breaking free from a deceptive life and finding her true self and purpose with Smiley and the New Species. By actively fighting against her former fiancé's family, Vanni redeems her own passive involvement and aligns herself with justice, showing a shift from victim to empowered agent.
“Vanni is furious when her fiancé tricks her into attending a conference where his father’s church is protesting the New Species Organization.”
The novel highlights the importance of chosen family and community, especially within the New Species Enclave. While Vanni's biological family and former fiancé represent a world of manipulation and prejudice, she finds genuine belonging and support among the New Species. The enclave provides a safe place where individuals are accepted regardless of their species or past. This theme emphasizes that true family is not always determined by blood but by shared values, trust, and mutual support. Vanni's decision to stay at the enclave and fight alongside them shows the power and comfort of finding a community that truly accepts and cherishes her.
“He'll hold her. Protect her. Offer up his body to distract them both from the pain.”
A powerful stimulant designed to induce painful, uncontrollable heat in both humans and New Species.
The breeding drug is the central catalyst for the plot. It is a highly potent substance designed to force its victims into an intense, painful heat cycle, compelling them to mate. This drug is used by the anti-New Species faction as a weapon, aiming to destabilize and control the New Species population, and potentially to create propaganda. For Vanni and Smiley, it forces an immediate, intense physical and emotional bond, stripping away societal barriers and accelerating their connection. It serves as a direct threat and a powerful, painful catalyst for their relationship, forcing them to rely entirely on each other for survival and comfort, thereby solidifying their bond rapidly.
A secure compound serving as a refuge and community hub for New Species.
The New Species Enclave functions as a safe haven and a symbol of hope and community for the New Species. It is a place of protection, medical care, and cultural preservation, contrasting sharply with the hostile outside world. For Vanni, it represents a complete departure from her former life, offering acceptance and a sense of belonging she never had. It's where her relationship with Smiley deepens, and where she fully embraces her new life. The enclave also serves as a base for operations against the prejudiced human factions, highlighting its role as a center of resistance and resilience.
A bigoted organization spreading anti-New Species propaganda and orchestrating harmful plots.
'Humans for Humanity' is the primary antagonistic force in the novel, embodying extreme prejudice and fear. Led by Senator Johnson, the organization uses political influence and religious rhetoric to demonize and oppress the New Species. They are responsible for the breeding drug plot, demonstrating their willingness to resort to illegal and inhumane methods. This organization serves as a constant external threat, driving much of the conflict and highlighting the stakes of the fight for equality and acceptance. Their actions directly impact Vanni and Smiley, forcing them into a fight for their lives and their future.
Vanni's fiancé whose deception and bigotry serve as a catalyst for her escape.
David acts as a key plot device by being the initial source of Vanni's entrapment and subsequent liberation. His manipulation in tricking Vanni into attending the conference and his alignment with his father's hateful agenda directly push Vanni into the arms of Smiley and the New Species. He represents the 'old life' that Vanni must shed to find her true path. His eventual confrontation with Vanni at the enclave serves to definitively sever her ties to her past and solidify her commitment to Smiley and the New Species, providing a clear turning point in her character arc and the narrative.
““I’m not afraid of you, Smiley. I’m afraid for you.””
— Sara expressing her deep concern for Smiley's well-being and the dangers he faces.
““You are mine, female. Mine to protect. Mine to keep. Mine.””
— Smiley's possessive declaration to Sara, highlighting his primal instincts.
““His smile was a weapon, and she was completely disarmed.””
— Sara's internal thought about Smiley's captivating and dangerous charm.
““Sometimes the monster was the only one who could save you from the real monsters.””
— A reflection on Smiley's nature and his role in protecting Sara from external threats.
““He was a creature of darkness and violence, but she saw the light within him.””
— Sara's unique perspective on Smiley, seeing beyond his monstrous exterior.
““Love didn't always make sense. Sometimes it just *was*.””
— Sara's acceptance of her feelings for Smiley, despite the illogical nature of their pairing.
““His purr was a rumble that vibrated through her very bones, a primal sound of contentment.””
— A sensory description of Smiley's unique expression of comfort and pleasure.
““Survival was a brutal dance, and he was a master choreographer.””
— Describing Smiley's prowess and instinct in navigating dangerous situations.
““She was his weakness, his strength, and his entire world.””
— Smiley's realization of Sara's profound impact on him, encompassing all aspects of his being.
““The universe had a strange way of bringing together the most unlikely of souls.””
— A narrative observation on the improbable connection between Smiley and Sara.
““He might be a monster, but he was *her* monster.””
— Sara's possessive and protective feeling towards Smiley, embracing his nature.
““Trust was a fragile thing, easily broken, but in his eyes, she saw an unbreakable promise.””
— Sara's growing trust in Smiley, despite his dangerous appearance, based on his actions and gaze.
““His growl wasn’t a threat to her, but a warning to anyone who dared approach.””
— Sara understanding the protective nature of Smiley's aggressive vocalizations.
““She didn’t just love him; she *needed* him, in a way that defied all logic.””
— Sara's deep emotional and primal need for Smiley, transcending rational thought.
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