“There are some things you can’t run away from. Some things that will always find you.”
— Rosalind reflects on her past and the strange occurrences in her new town.

Laurie Faria Stolarz (2005)
Genre
Fantasy / Mystery / Young Adult / Romance
Reading Time
320 min
Key Themes
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A college freshman, grieving her lost love, finds her recurring nightmares and new magical abilities connect her to a haunted girl and a boy in danger, forcing them to face dark forces.
Stacey starts her freshman year of college, but she is not happy. She still feels the pain of her boyfriend Jacob's tragic death a year ago. Her psychic abilities, which she tried to hide after Jacob died, return through vivid, disturbing dreams and premonitions. These visions often involve ghosts and a sense of coming sadness, making it hard for her to adjust to her new school and connect with her roommate, Tara, or other students. Her past and growing powers isolate her, even as she tries to move forward.
During a very strong dream, Stacey sees a ten-year-old boy in great danger. The vision is incredibly clear, feeling more real than a normal dream, leaving her shaken. She sees specific details about his surroundings and feels an urgent need to help him. This vision brings back her sense of purpose and reminds her of her power. Though she first resists using her abilities again, the vision's intensity and the boy's clear danger make her realize she cannot ignore what she sees, pushing her to find answers.
Stacey meets Porsha, another student who seems distant and troubled at first. However, during a class talk about dreams, Porsha shares her own experiences with vivid, prophetic dreams, especially ones about death. This shared experience immediately creates a bond, as Stacey realizes she is not alone with her psychic visions. Porsha is more open about her abilities and has a natural talent for magic and healing spells, which interests Stacey. Their connection grows as they find they both have a strong sensitivity to the spiritual world, leading them to consider working together.
Driven by Stacey's vision of the endangered boy and Porsha's knowledge of practical magic, they decide to do a healing spell. They want to send positive energy and protection to the boy, whose image is still strong in Stacey's mind. The ritual, done in a quiet spot on campus, is strong and works. But it has an unexpected result: it creates a stronger, more direct psychic link between them and the boy. This allows them to not only sense his presence but also experience parts of his reality and feelings, pulling them deeper into his trouble.
As their psychic link grows, Stacey and Porsha start to learn more about the boy. They feel his fear, his loneliness, and see glimpses of his surroundings. Eventually, through their visions and Porsha's research into local missing persons or strange events, they identify the boy. His name is Ian, and he is indeed in a dangerous situation, confirming Stacey's first feeling. This discovery strengthens their resolve to help him, turning their abstract visions into a real mission to find and rescue Ian before it is too late, despite the risks.
As Stacey and Porsha look closer, they realize Ian is not just lost or kidnapped by normal means. A dark, supernatural entity holds him, a force that feeds on fear and despair. This changes everything, as they understand they are dealing with something far beyond their daily experience. At the same time, Stacey feels Jacob's presence more strongly than ever. His ghostly form seems to guide her, offering subtle clues and a sense of protection, suggesting his spirit is still connected to her and perhaps to this mystery.
As Stacey and Porsha continue their investigation, a chilling pattern appears. Stacey starts to see disturbing similarities between Ian's situation and the events before Jacob's death. The dark entity, the feeling of being trapped, and the specific places seen in her visions start to match her broken memories and hidden pain from Jacob's last moments. This realization is both terrifying and revealing, suggesting that Jacob's death might not have been an accident but was perhaps connected to the same dark force now threatening Ian, giving her a new, desperate urgency.
Realizing they face a supernatural enemy, Stacey and Porsha turn to old lore, occult books, and local legends for answers. Porsha, with her natural interest in magic, leads this research, reading old books and online forums. They find descriptions of entities that feed on life force and negative emotions, often linked to specific places or rituals. This research helps them understand the nature of the malevolent force holding Ian, and possibly the one that killed Jacob. They learn about protective charms, banishing rituals, and the importance of specific items in fighting such darkness.
After gathering enough information about the entity and how to fight it, Stacey and Porsha decide they must confront it to save Ian. They prepare a complex ritual, combining Porsha's magical knowledge and the old lore they found. This involves collecting specific herbs, crystals, and other symbolic items, as well as carefully planning the spells and protective measures. They know the immense danger; facing such a powerful entity could easily cost them their lives, but their determination to save Ian, and for Stacey, to find closure for Jacob, is stronger than their fear.
Stacey and Porsha find Ian and the dark entity in a desolate, forgotten place, likely where Jacob died. The confrontation is intense and terrifying. The entity is powerful, appearing as a shadowy, heavy presence that drains energy and creates fear. As Porsha performs the banishing ritual, Stacey uses her psychic abilities to directly fight the entity, trying to weaken its hold on Ian. During this struggle, Jacob's spirit appears more clearly, guiding and shielding Stacey, giving her strength and focus, and helping her use her own power against the darkness around them.
With Jacob's ghostly help and Porsha's strong ritual, Stacey uses her psychic energy for a final, decisive attack against the entity. The combined power of their magic and Jacob's spiritual help is too much for the dark presence. The entity pulls back, its shadowy form fading, and its oppressive hold on Ian breaks. Ian, weak but alive, is freed. While the entity is not completely destroyed, it is successfully banished from that location, and its power over them is broken, allowing Ian to be rescued and brought to safety, forever changed by the experience.
After the entity is banished and Ian is safe, Jacob's spirit appears to Stacey one last time, no longer just a guide but a clear, loving image. He shows his peace and thanks, meaning his soul can now truly rest, having helped her finish their unfinished business. This final goodbye brings Stacey a deep sense of closure and healing. She accepts her psychic abilities not as a curse but as a part of who she is, a gift for good. With the lingering grief and guilt over Jacob finally gone, Stacey can start her new life at college, confident in her powers and her future.
The Protagonist
Stacey transforms from a grief-stricken, power-suppressing young woman into a confident, capable psychic who accepts her abilities and finds closure regarding her past.
The Supporting
Porsha evolves from a solitary, troubled individual into a trusted friend and powerful ally, finding purpose and connection through her shared mission with Stacey.
The Supporting/Mentioned
Jacob's spirit transitions from a source of Stacey's grief and guilt to a benevolent guide, ultimately finding peace and allowing Stacey to move on.
The Supporting
Ian is rescued from a perilous supernatural captivity, serving as the catalyst for Stacey's growth and the defeat of the malevolent entity.
The Mentioned
Tara remains largely unchanged, serving as a contrast to Stacey's extraordinary experiences.
The Antagonist
The entity is confronted and temporarily banished, demonstrating the power of unity and magic against darkness.
The novel explores Stacey's journey through grief after Jacob's death. She starts withdrawn, guilty, and suppressing her psychic abilities, seen in her trouble adjusting to college and her haunting nightmares. Healing is not easy; it means facing the past, accepting her powers, and finding peace by understanding Jacob's death and helping Ian. The 'healing spells' with Porsha literally show this theme, symbolizing Stacey's active role in her emotional recovery.
“I knew I couldn't keep running from my gift. Not when someone else's life depended on it.”
A main theme is Stacey's fight to accept her psychic abilities. After Jacob's death, she tries to ignore her 'gift,' seeing it as a curse or a source of pain. Her journey with Porsha and the mission to save Ian force her to face and embrace her powers. This acceptance is key for her personal growth and for her ability to fight the dark entity. It is about realizing her unique abilities are not something to fear or hide, but a strength to use for good, leading to self-empowerment.
“Red is for remembrance, but it's also for strength. For power.”
The story blurs the lines between the living and the dead, and between the physical and spiritual worlds. Jacob's spirit, though dead, stays active, guiding Stacey and helping her. The dark entity also exists as a spirit, influencing the living. Stacey's psychic abilities and Porsha's magic connect these worlds. This theme suggests that death is not always an end, and spiritual connections can last, influencing the present with both comfort and danger.
“Sometimes the dead are more alive than we think. And sometimes, they need us to help them move on.”
The friendship between Stacey and Porsha is vital to the story. Initially strangers, their shared psychic experiences and the goal of saving Ian create a deep bond. They use each other's strengths – Stacey's visions and Porsha's practical magic. Their teamwork shows that facing big challenges is easier with support and a shared goal. This theme highlights the power of unity, trust, and mutual respect in overcoming difficulties, both personal and supernatural.
“We're stronger together, Stacey. Always remember that.”
Stacey's primary means of receiving information and foreshadowing events.
Stacey's psychic visions and dreams serve as the primary plot device, driving the narrative forward. They are not merely symbolic but provide concrete, albeit fragmented, information about Ian's danger, the nature of the malevolent entity, and the connection to Jacob's death. These visions create suspense, reveal critical plot points, and compel Stacey to act. They also highlight her internal struggle with her abilities, as she initially tries to suppress them before accepting their necessity.
The presence of Jacob's ghost provides guidance and emotional support.
Jacob's spirit acts as a spectral guide for Stacey. While not directly communicating in words, his presence provides subtle clues, a sense of protection, and emotional comfort to Stacey. This device serves multiple purposes: it keeps Jacob's memory alive, reinforces the theme of interconnectedness between life and death, and ultimately aids Stacey in understanding the true nature of the antagonist and finding closure. His aid during the climax is crucial for the protagonists' success.
Research into occult knowledge provides the means to combat the supernatural threat.
The use of ancient lore and ritual magic, primarily spearheaded by Porsha, is essential for understanding and combating the malevolent entity. This device provides the 'rules' of the supernatural world within the story, explaining the entity's nature, weaknesses, and the methods required for its banishment. It grounds the fantastical elements in a system of belief and practice, allowing the characters to actively engage with and overcome the supernatural threat rather than simply reacting to it.
The connection between Stacey, Porsha, and Ian that allows for empathy and information transfer.
The shared psychic link, particularly between Stacey and Ian after the healing spell, and the general empathic connection between Stacey and Porsha, is a crucial plot device. It allows Stacey and Porsha to 'feel' Ian's distress, see glimpses of his surroundings, and understand his predicament without direct physical contact. This link intensifies the urgency of their mission and provides the emotional core for their motivation, making Ian's plight deeply personal to them.
“There are some things you can’t run away from. Some things that will always find you.”
— Rosalind reflects on her past and the strange occurrences in her new town.
“Sometimes the things you fear the most are the things you need to face.”
— Rosalind contemplates confronting the mysterious red lights and her visions.
“The past isn't always dead. Sometimes it just waits.”
— A chilling thought Rosalind has as she uncovers more about the town's history.
“You can't save everyone, but you can try to save someone.”
— Rosalind struggles with her growing sense of responsibility and the danger around her.
“Love isn't about finding someone perfect. It's about finding someone who makes your imperfect life feel perfect.”
— Rosalind's thoughts on her developing feelings for Josh.
“The truth is often much stranger than fiction, and far more dangerous.”
— As Rosalind delves deeper into the town's secrets, she realizes the gravity of the situation.
“Some secrets are meant to stay buried. Others demand to be found.”
— Rosalind debates whether to continue her investigation or let sleeping dogs lie.
“The color red isn't just for danger. It's also for passion, and for remembrance.”
— Rosalind reflects on the significance of the recurring red imagery.
“Sometimes the greatest strength comes from admitting your weaknesses.”
— Rosalind confides in a friend about her fears and visions.
“Not all monsters look like monsters. Some wear the most convincing disguises.”
— A realization Rosalind has about the true antagonist of the story.
“What you see isn't always what's real, and what's real isn't always what you see.”
— Rosalind questions her perceptions and the nature of the supernatural events.
“There's a fine line between remembering and being haunted.”
— Rosalind struggles with the vividness of her visions and their connection to the past.
“Even in the darkest of places, a flicker of hope can ignite a fire.”
— Rosalind finds renewed determination despite the overwhelming odds.
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