“November could only think of one thing: how to get out of her own skin, to escape the pain that had taken root deep inside her.”
— Early in the book, November is struggling with her grief and the aftermath of her boyfriend's death.

Sharon M. Draper (2007)
Genre
Young Adult / Romance
Reading Time
360 min
Key Themes
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Grappling with an unexpected pregnancy and the ghost of a lost love, November navigates the aftermath of tragedy while Jericho, haunted by his cousin's death, seeks solace in new pursuits, testing the bonds of friendship and family.
The story opens with the devastating news of Josh Prescott's death. Josh, a star athlete and beloved boyfriend to November Nelson, dies during a fraternity pledging stunt. He falls from a three-story building while attempting to retrieve a banner. This tragic accident shakes the entire community of Oakley. His cousin and best friend, Jericho Prescott, is particularly shattered by the loss, feeling an immense void and guilt. November, still reeling from the shock, struggles to comprehend a future without Josh, a future that she soon discovers will be far more complicated than she could ever imagine.
After Josh's death, November Nelson experiences unusual symptoms. She confides in her best friend, Arielle, and takes a pregnancy test, which confirms her deepest fears: she is pregnant with Josh's baby. This revelation plunges November into deeper emotional turmoil. She grapples with the immense responsibility, the fear of disappointing her mother, and the profound sadness that Josh will never know their child. The secret becomes a heavy burden, isolating her further in her grief, as she struggles with how and when to share this life-altering news with her family and Josh's parents.
Jericho Prescott is consumed by grief and guilt over Josh's death. He views his world as divided into 'before' and 'after' Josh. He stops playing his beloved trumpet, a shared passion with Josh, and withdraws from his friends, including November. Instead, he throws himself into playing football, embracing the physical pain of the sport as a distraction from his emotional agony. He believes that by punishing his body, he can somehow atone for not being able to save Josh. This new obsession creates a distance between him and his family and friends, who worry about his drastic change in personality and his self-destructive tendencies.
November continues to keep her pregnancy a secret, fearing the reactions of her mother, Mrs. Nelson, and Josh's parents, Mr. and Mrs. Prescott. She confides only in Arielle, who offers unwavering support and practical advice. November considers various options, including adoption, but the thought of giving up Josh's baby is unbearable. She feels a growing connection to the life within her, a tangible link to Josh. The pressure of the secret begins to affect her schoolwork and her emotional well-being, making it increasingly difficult to pretend that everything is normal.
Gathering her courage, November decides to tell her mother, Mrs. Nelson, about her pregnancy. The conversation is difficult and emotional. Mrs. Nelson reacts with a mixture of shock, disappointment, and concern. While initially upset, Mrs. Nelson eventually comes to terms with the news, recognizing November's vulnerability and the gravity of her situation. She assures November of her love and support, vowing to help her through this challenging time. This conversation marks a turning point for November, as she finally shares her burden and begins to receive the familial support she desperately needs.
With her mother's support, November bravely decides to tell Josh's parents, Mr. and Mrs. Prescott, about her pregnancy. The news is met with complex emotions. Initially, they are stunned and overwhelmed by another profound shock after losing their son. However, as the initial shock subsides, the revelation brings a bittersweet glimmer of hope and a connection to Josh that they thought was lost forever. The baby represents a continuation of their son's legacy. While the pain of his absence remains, they begin to embrace the idea of a grandchild, offering November their support.
Despite his initial withdrawal, Jericho cannot completely ignore November's struggles. He slowly starts to realize that isolating himself isn't helping anyone, especially November. He attends football games, but the intensity of the sport starts to feel less like an escape and more like a further alienation from his true self. Through conversations with his parents and observing November's quiet strength, Jericho gradually confronts his unresolved grief and guilt. He starts to understand that honoring Josh doesn't mean abandoning his own life and passions, but rather finding a way to move forward while carrying Josh's memory.
As November's pregnancy progresses, Jericho starts to re-engage with her. Their shared loss of Josh creates a unique connection between them. Jericho begins to offer November support, initially hesitantly, then with increasing steadfastness. He visits her, talks about Josh, and helps her with practical matters. This evolving relationship is not romantic, but a deep platonic bond forged in shared sorrow and the anticipation of a new life. They find comfort in each other's presence, navigating the complexities of their grief and the challenges of November's pregnancy together, strengthening their family ties.
With the support of her mother and Josh's parents, November begins to prepare for the arrival of her baby. They help her with doctor's appointments, baby showers, and setting up the nursery. The initial shock and fear slowly give way to a sense of purpose and anticipation. While Josh's absence is always present, the love and care from both families create a strong support system for November. She finds strength in the idea of raising Josh's child, determined to honor his memory by providing their baby with a loving and stable environment.
November goes into labor and gives birth to a healthy baby. The birth is a powerful and emotional event, attended by her mother, Josh's parents, and Jericho. The arrival of the baby, a tangible piece of Josh, brings a profound sense of closure and renewal to all those affected by his death. The baby symbolizes hope, a continuation of life, and a future filled with new possibilities. While the pain of Josh's loss will always remain, the baby's presence offers a path towards healing and a reminder of the enduring power of love and family.
The Protagonist
November transforms from a grieving teenager into a determined young mother, finding strength and purpose amidst immense loss.
The Supporting
Jericho moves from self-imposed isolation and guilt to a place of acceptance and support, finding a new purpose in his connection to November and the baby.
The Mentioned
N/A (deceased)
The Supporting
She adapts to the unexpected news of her daughter's pregnancy, becoming a pillar of strength and support.
The Supporting
They move from profound grief and shock to finding a renewed sense of purpose and connection through their grandchild.
The Supporting
She remains a consistent and supportive friend, demonstrating loyalty and maturity.
The Mentioned
N/A
The novel explores the nature of grief following a sudden, tragic loss. Characters like November and Jericho experience distinct stages of grief, from shock and denial to anger, guilt, and eventual acceptance. November's grief is intertwined with her pregnancy, while Jericho's manifests as withdrawal and self-punishment. The book illustrates that healing is not about forgetting, but about finding a way to integrate loss into life and discover new sources of hope. The birth of the baby symbolizes a significant step in the healing process for all involved, bringing a bittersweet sense of renewal. For instance, Jericho's eventual return to music and his support for November show his slow emergence from the depths of his pain.
““Grief is like the ocean; it comes in waves, ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.””
A central theme is the weight of responsibility and the impact of choices. Josh's fatal decision to participate in a dangerous hazing ritual sets the entire tragedy in motion. November grapples with the immense responsibility of an unexpected pregnancy, making difficult choices about her future, her education, and the well-being of her unborn child. Jericho's choice to stop his passions and embrace football is another example of a coping mechanism that initially leads to further isolation. The novel emphasizes that even in the face of adversity, individuals retain the power to make choices that shape their destinies and influence those around them.
““Life doesn’t give you choices. It gives you situations, and you make choices.””
The importance of a strong support system is a recurring motif. November's ability to navigate her crisis is largely due to the unwavering support of her mother, Mrs. Nelson, and Josh's parents, Mr. and Mrs. Prescott. Their initial shock gives way to a commitment to help November and embrace their grandchild. Similarly, Jericho's eventual healing is aided by the concern of his family and the slow re-engagement with November. The community, though initially shaken by Josh's death, also rallies around the families. This theme highlights how love, understanding, and collective strength can help individuals overcome challenges.
““You don’t have to do this alone, November. We’re your family. All of us.””
Despite the tragic beginning, the novel ultimately presents a message of hope and the continuation of life. Josh's death represents an ending, but November's pregnancy and the birth of their child symbolize a new beginning and the enduring cycle of life. The baby serves as a tangible link to Josh, but also as a forward-looking promise. This theme suggests that even in the darkest of times, new life can emerge, bringing with it the potential for joy, love, and a fresh start. The narrative concludes not with the eradication of grief, but with the integration of loss into a future filled with possibility.
““Even in the deepest grief, life finds a way to blossom, to remind us that every ending is also a new beginning.””
A surprise pregnancy as a consequence of a tragic death.
The discovery of November's pregnancy serves as the central plot device, intensifying the emotional stakes of Josh's death. It transforms November's grief from a personal sorrow into a life-altering responsibility, forcing her to confront adulthood prematurely. This device creates immediate conflict and propels the narrative forward, dictating November's choices and impacting her relationships with her family and Josh's. It also provides a tangible link to Josh, ensuring his presence remains central to the story even after his death.
A character's coping mechanism that isolates him from others.
Jericho's decision to abandon his passion for music and immerse himself in football acts as a significant plot device. It highlights his deep-seated grief and guilt, creating a barrier between him and November, and preventing him from processing his emotions in a healthy way. This device allows for an exploration of different coping mechanisms for grief and provides an arc for Jericho's personal growth as he eventually confronts his pain and reconnects with those around him, ultimately offering support to November.
The inciting incident that triggers the entire story's conflict.
The fraternity hazing incident that leads to Josh's death is the inciting incident, the pivotal event that sets the entire narrative in motion. It establishes the central conflict of grief and loss, and directly causes November's pregnancy and Jericho's emotional turmoil. This device serves as a cautionary tale about the dangers of peer pressure and reckless behavior, while also providing the tragic catalyst for the characters' journeys of healing and self-discovery throughout the novel.
“November could only think of one thing: how to get out of her own skin, to escape the pain that had taken root deep inside her.”
— Early in the book, November is struggling with her grief and the aftermath of her boyfriend's death.
“Sometimes, the hardest thing to do is to just keep breathing, even when every breath feels like a betrayal.”
— November reflects on the difficulty of moving on after a profound loss.
“You can't heal what you don't acknowledge. And you can't move forward if you're always looking back.”
— A wise adult character offers advice to November about processing her emotions.
“Love isn't about finding someone perfect. It's about finding someone who makes your imperfect world feel a little less broken.”
— November begins to open up to the possibility of new relationships and understanding love.
“The past is a place of reference, not a place of residence.”
— November is encouraged to learn from her past but not to dwell there.
“Sometimes, the quietest people have the loudest thoughts.”
— November observes a new friend who appears reserved but has a lot going on internally.
“It's okay to not be okay. But it's not okay to stay not okay forever.”
— A friend reassures November that her feelings are valid but encourages her to seek help.
“Hope is a fragile thing, easily crushed, but also incredibly resilient.”
— November starts to feel glimmers of hope after a long period of despair.
“The greatest strength isn't in never falling, but in rising every time you fall.”
— November reflects on her own journey of overcoming adversity.
“Sometimes, the person you need most is the one you least expect.”
— November finds unexpected comfort and support from someone she initially overlooked.
“Forgiveness isn't about forgetting; it's about letting go of the anger.”
— November grapples with forgiving herself and others for past events.
“You can't choose what happens to you, but you can choose how you react to it.”
— A recurring theme as November learns to take control of her emotional responses.
“Life has a way of showing you what truly matters, often when you least expect it.”
— November gains new perspective on her priorities and values.
“Even in the deepest blues, there's always a hint of light, if you're brave enough to look for it.”
— The overarching message of the book, as November finds her way through her grief.
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