“I think sometimes you have to do things even if you're scared.”
— Tom reflecting on facing his fears about Jessica.

Tony Abbott (2006)
Genre
Children's / Young Adult
Reading Time
90 min
Key Themes
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Tom's ordinary middle school life changes when a new girl, her face marked by scars, challenges his ideas about beauty and acceptance.
Seventh-grader Tom Bender's life at St. Catherine's School in Cranbrook, Massachusetts, changes when a new student, Jessica Feeney, enrolls. Jessica has severe burns on her face and hands from a house fire, and she wears a wig to cover damage to her scalp. She is getting treatment at a nearby hospital and will attend school part-time. Tom and his friends, Jeff and Courtney, are uncomfortable and curious, unsure how to react to her appearance. The principal, Sister Mary Veronica, introduces Jessica and asks students to be kind, but the initial shock makes it hard for most to interact.
Jessica's presence makes the classroom awkward. Many students, including Tom, stare or avoid looking at her. Tom feels pity, disgust, and guilt for his reactions. He tries to stay away, often looking away or pretending to be busy when she is near. His friends, Jeff and Courtney, feel similarly, making him more uncomfortable. Despite Sister Mary Veronica's gentle advice, students find it hard to get over their initial shock. Tom's inner struggle begins as he tries to understand his fear of Jessica's appearance and his knowledge that she is just another person.
During art class, students must draw a still life of a vase of flowers. Tom struggles with his drawing. He notices Jessica sketching carefully, her burned hands moving well. He accidentally catches her eye, and instead of looking away, he gives a small, unsure smile. Jessica, to his surprise, smiles back, a real smile that changes her face despite the scars. This short, natural interaction is a turning point for Tom, making him see Jessica not just as her injuries but as a person who can smile and create art. It is the first break in his wall of discomfort.
Over the next few weeks, Tom watches Jessica more closely. He learns from other students that her family died in the fire that burned her, and she now lives with an aunt. During a class discussion about a book, Jessica shares a personal thought about suffering, surprising her classmates with her intelligence. Tom feels more drawn to her quiet strength. He starts to feel protective of her, especially when he hears other students make insensitive comments. His initial fear slowly becomes empathy and respect.
During a basketball game at recess, a new, rude student named Glenn makes a cruel comment about Jessica's appearance, calling her a 'monster.' Tom, who has been trying to befriend Jessica, immediately confronts Glenn, telling him to stop. A tense argument happens, and Tom, though smaller than Glenn, stands his ground. Jessica, seeing Tom defend her, looks at him with thanks. This event shows a big change in Tom's relationship with Jessica; he has gone from watching to defending. It also makes him realize how much he feels for her, seeing her as a friend he cares about.
Jessica is absent from school for a few days, having another painful skin graft surgery. Concerned, Tom decides to visit her at the hospital after school, bringing her a drawing he made. The hospital is stark, and he sees Jessica in a vulnerable state, on machines and clearly in pain. Despite her discomfort, Jessica is touched by his visit. They talk for a while, sharing a quiet closeness that strengthens their bond. Seeing her endure such hardship makes Tom respect her courage more and deepens his emotional connection to her, moving their friendship beyond school.
As the annual St. Catherine's School dance gets closer, students are excited. Tom, like many of his classmates, thinks about who to ask. He feels drawn to Jessica, but also worries about how others might react if he asked her. His friend Jeff suggests asking a popular girl, making Tom question what he wants. He struggles with his conflict: his real feelings for Jessica versus his fear of social judgment. This problem shows Tom's journey of self-discovery and his struggle to choose kindness and real friendship over looks and peer pressure.
Despite his fears, Tom decides to follow his heart. He approaches Jessica and, with a nervous but firm voice, asks her to the school dance. Jessica is clearly surprised and pleased by his invitation. She accepts, and her acceptance fills Tom with triumph and relief. This act is a big step in Tom's growth, showing his increasing maturity and his willingness to stick to his beliefs, even if it means going against unspoken social rules. It solidifies his acceptance of Jessica, not just as a classmate, but as a valued friend he wants to spend time with outside of school.
Tom and Jessica attend the school dance together. Their arrival causes a stir, with some students staring and others whispering. However, Tom focuses only on Jessica, making sure she feels comfortable and included. They dance, talk, and enjoy the evening, mostly ignoring others' reactions. Their presence together sends a message to the school community about acceptance and kindness. The dance becomes a symbol of their bond, a public sign of their friendship that goes beyond physical appearance. It is a moment of quiet victory for both of them, showing that real connection can overcome prejudice.
Near the end of the school year, Jessica's hospital treatment finishes, and she announces she will leave St. Catherine's to return to her original school. Tom is sad but understands. On her last day, many students, inspired by Tom, say goodbye to Jessica and wish her well, showing how much the school's view of her has changed. Tom and Jessica share a heartfelt farewell, an unspoken understanding passing between them. Jessica's time at St. Catherine's, though short, affected Tom and the entire school, teaching them about empathy, courage, and true friendship.
The Protagonist
Tom transforms from an insecure boy initially repulsed by Jessica's appearance into a compassionate and courageous friend who stands up for her and accepts her unconditionally.
The Supporting/Catalyst
Jessica, initially isolated and defined by her injuries, finds acceptance and friendship, allowing her inner strength and kindness to shine through.
The Supporting
Jeff moves from initial discomfort and avoidance of Jessica to a more neutral acceptance, influenced by Tom's example.
The Supporting
Courtney's initial apprehension towards Jessica gradually gives way to a more understanding and accepting attitude.
The Supporting
She consistently provides a supportive and guiding presence, facilitating Jessica's integration and the students' growth in empathy.
The Antagonist/Minor
Glenn remains a static character, representing prejudice, and serves to instigate conflict and highlight Tom's growth.
The Mentioned
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The Mentioned
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The main theme is about developing empathy for someone who looks different and is suffering. Tom's journey from initial dislike to deep compassion for Jessica shows the importance of looking past looks. The book shows how real empathy requires effort, challenging one's own biases, and understanding another's pain. Sister Mary Veronica's gentle advice and Jessica's quiet strength help create a more compassionate environment at St. Catherine's.
“'It was hard for him to look at her at first. But then he started to look past her face, and see her eyes.'”
This theme explores how looks can be misleading and how important it is to see the inner person. Jessica's disfigured face first causes fear and avoidance, but as Tom and other students get to know her, they find her intelligence, kindness, and great courage. The story challenges characters and readers to move past quick judgments and appreciate a person's true character, no matter their physical state. The school dance scene especially highlights this, as Tom's choice to ask Jessica makes a public statement.
“'He saw her smile, not her scars, and for the first time, he saw her, not the fire.'”
Jessica shows great courage and strength, enduring painful treatments, losing her family, and facing stares from her peers with quiet dignity. Her willingness to attend school and interact with others despite her trauma shows her strength. Tom also shows courage by overcoming his fears, standing up to Glenn, and asking Jessica to the dance, going against social expectations. The book celebrates both the quiet strength of enduring hardship and the moral courage to act with kindness.
“'Jessica Feeney was not afraid. Or if she was, she never showed it.'”
The story explores social acceptance in middle school, especially how peer pressure can affect behavior. Tom first struggles with wanting to be accepted by his friends and the unspoken fear of being excluded for befriending Jessica. The book shows how one person's brave act (Tom defending Jessica, his invitation to the dance) can slowly change the group's view, leading to more acceptance and challenging the fear-driven dynamics of peer pressure.
“'He didn't care what anyone else thought. He just wanted to be with her.'”
Represents trauma, but also resilience and the indelible marks of experience.
The fire that disfigured Jessica is a powerful symbol of trauma and loss. Her scars are a constant, visible reminder of this tragedy, initially inspiring fear and discomfort. However, as the story progresses, the scars also come to symbolize Jessica's incredible resilience, her survival, and the unique strength forged through her suffering. They are a physical manifestation of her past, but also a catalyst for empathy and understanding in others, prompting characters like Tom to look deeper than the surface.
Allows readers to experience Tom's internal struggles and growth firsthand.
The story is told primarily through Tom's eyes, allowing readers direct access to his thoughts, fears, and evolving emotions. This narrative choice effectively conveys his initial discomfort, his internal conflicts, and his gradual development of empathy and courage. By experiencing Jessica through Tom's subjective lens, readers are invited to undergo a similar transformation of perspective, making the themes of acceptance and compassion more personal and impactful.
A pivotal moment where Tom and Jessica connect on a human level.
The art class scene, where Tom and Jessica share a genuine smile over their drawings, serves as a crucial turning point in their relationship. It's the first time they connect without the barrier of fear or pity. Art, a universal form of expression, allows them to see each other's humanity beyond physical appearance. It symbolizes a moment of shared vulnerability and creativity, breaking the ice and paving the way for deeper connection and understanding between them.
A symbolic public affirmation of acceptance and friendship.
The school dance functions as a significant symbolic event. It represents a public declaration of Tom's acceptance of Jessica and his willingness to defy social expectations. By asking Jessica and attending the dance with her, Tom publicly affirms their friendship and his belief in her worth. The dance is a stage where the themes of appearance vs. reality and social acceptance culminate, demonstrating that true connection can overcome prejudice and peer pressure within the school community.
“I think sometimes you have to do things even if you're scared.”
— Tom reflecting on facing his fears about Jessica.
“It's not what you look like that matters. It's what you do.”
— Tom realizing the importance of character over appearance.
“Sometimes you just have to be there for someone, even if you don't know what to say.”
— Tom learning about empathy and support.
“People are afraid of what they don't understand.”
— Tom observing reactions to Jessica's burns.
“You can't change what happened, but you can change how you deal with it.”
— A lesson about resilience after trauma.
“Real friends don't care about how you look.”
— Tom's thoughts on true friendship.
“Sometimes the bravest thing you can do is just show up.”
— Tom mustering courage to visit Jessica.
“We're all a little broken in our own ways.”
— Reflection on human imperfections.
“It's easier to look away than to really see someone.”
— Comment on societal avoidance of difficult realities.
“Kindness doesn't cost anything, but it means everything.”
— Tom learning the value of simple acts of kindness.
“You never know what someone is going through just by looking at them.”
— Tom understanding Jessica's hidden struggles.
“Sometimes the smallest gestures make the biggest difference.”
— Tom's small acts of friendship toward Jessica.
“Fear can make you do things you're not proud of.”
— Tom reflecting on his initial avoidance of Jessica.
“True strength isn't about being tough; it's about being kind.”
— Tom's realization about different forms of strength.
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