“I used to be a runner. I used to be fast. I used to be Jessica Carlisle.”
— Jessica reflects on her identity after losing her leg in an accident.

Wendelin Van Draanen (2011)
Genre
Children's / Young Adult
Reading Time
240 min
Key Themes
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After an accident ends her running career, a teenager finds a new goal for herself and a friend, learning what strength truly means.
Jessica Finch, a high school track runner, is going to a meet with her team when their bus is in a bad accident. She wakes up in the hospital to the news that her right leg has been amputated above the knee. She is very sad, as her identity is so tied to running. Her parents, Mr. and Mrs. Finch, and her best friend, Fiona, try to comfort her, but Jessica feels her world has ended. The doctor says she will get a prosthetic leg, but the idea of just walking, let alone running, seems impossible.
Jessica starts physical therapy, dealing with phantom limb pain and learning to use crutches. She struggles with daily tasks, feeling both noticeable and invisible to her classmates. Her track teammates visit, offering support, but their presence also reminds her of her loss. She feels alone and angry, lashing out at her parents and Fiona. The first prosthetic socket, a heavy, uncomfortable device, only makes her feel like a 'cyborg' and further ends any hope of returning to her old life. She also starts to see her own past lack of sensitivity towards others with disabilities.
To catch up on schoolwork, Jessica gets a math tutor: Rosa, a girl with cerebral palsy from her school. Jessica initially dreads the sessions, remembering how she and her friends used to ignore Rosa. However, Rosa quickly shows she is smart, perceptive, and witty. Through their tutoring sessions at Rosa's house, Jessica learns about Rosa's daily difficulties and strong spirit. Rosa is honest but gives a unique view on endurance and finding strength in hard times, making Jessica question her self-pity and rethink what real 'running' means.
Despite her first resistance, Jessica's track coach, Coach Kyro, keeps visiting and encouraging her. He suggests that with the right prosthetic, she might be able to run again, not just walk. This idea, once dismissed, slowly starts to grow in Jessica's mind. Her teammates, especially Fiona and Gavin, also consistently support her, reminding her of the friendship and purpose she once found on the track. The possibility of running again, even if differently, becomes a strong reason for her recovery.
After months of physical therapy and adjustments, Jessica gets a special running prosthetic leg. The 'Cheetah' leg, made for athletes, is a sleek, blade-like device that looks different from her walking prosthetics. The first time she tries it, she feels hope and excitement. Though it is hard and takes great effort, she takes her first careful steps, then jogs, on the track. The feeling of movement, even limited, brings back her love for running and pushes her to regain her old speed and agility.
Jessica starts training with Coach Kyro and her teammates, pushing her body to adjust to the running prosthetic. She feels soreness, blisters, and the frustration of not being as fast or agile as she once was. There are times of doubt and sadness when she feels like giving up, especially when she struggles with balance. However, the constant support of her coach, teammates, and the quiet strength she sees in Rosa, keep her going. She learns to listen to her body and celebrate small wins, understanding that progress is not always steady.
During one of their tutoring sessions, Jessica learns about Rosa's dream of experiencing crossing a finish line, something her cerebral palsy has prevented. This conversation gives Jessica an idea: she decides she doesn't just want to run for herself; she wants to run a marathon and push Rosa across the finish line in her wheelchair. This big goal gives her a new, deeper purpose, changing her personal struggle into a selfless mission beyond her own recovery.
Jessica shares her plan with her parents, Coach Kyro, Fiona, and Gavin, who are surprised at first but quickly support the idea. They start researching marathons and how to push a wheelchair for such a distance. Her father designs a special lightweight, adaptable wheelchair for Rosa. The team starts raising money to cover expenses, getting community support. Jessica's training gets harder, now with the added challenge of practicing pushing a wheelchair, often with Gavin or Fiona in it, to simulate Rosa's weight.
As the marathon gets closer, Jessica faces physical tiredness, the demands of balancing schoolwork and intense training, and the emotional pressure of her goal. Money problems for the special equipment and travel also come up. However, the community helps her and Rosa. Local businesses donate, school clubs organize fundraisers, and the story gets media attention. This support strengthens Jessica's belief in her mission and shows her the power of shared kindness.
The day of the marathon arrives. Jessica, wearing her running prosthetic, stands at the starting line with Rosa in the specially designed wheelchair. Her family, Coach Kyro, Fiona, Gavin, and other teammates are there, cheering them on. The atmosphere is exciting. Jessica begins the long 26.2-mile race, pushing Rosa, who is happy. They face the difficulties of the long distance, the pain, and the mental tiredness, but the cheers from the crowd and the joy on Rosa's face keep them going.
As they get near the end, Jessica's legs ache, but her spirit is high. With a final push, she and Rosa cross the marathon finish line together, hands clasped. The crowd cheers, and tears run down Jessica's face. It is a moment of success not just for them, but for everyone who helped them. Jessica realizes she has not only regained her ability to run but has found a new, deeper purpose in using her strength to help others. She is a runner again, but one with a bigger heart and a broader dream.
The Protagonist
Jessica transforms from a self-absorbed athlete focused solely on her own running achievements to a compassionate and selfless individual dedicated to empowering others.
The Supporting
Rosa remains steadfast in her character, serving as a catalyst for Jessica's growth and achieving her personal dream through Jessica's efforts.
The Supporting
Fiona's character remains a constant source of support, demonstrating the power of true friendship.
The Supporting
Coach Kyro consistently provides guidance and unwavering belief, helping Jessica redefine her athletic purpose.
The Supporting
Gavin exemplifies consistent, quiet support throughout Jessica's journey, showing the strength of community.
The Supporting
Mr. Finch provides consistent parental support, evolving to embrace and facilitate Jessica's ambitious new goal for Rosa.
The Supporting
Mrs. Finch provides unwavering emotional support and care, adapting to Jessica's changing needs and aspirations.
The Mentioned
Sherry's brief appearance helps illustrate Jessica's pre-accident mindset and the broadening of her perspective.
The main theme is Jessica's journey from deep sadness to strong endurance. After losing her leg, she faces big physical and emotional challenges. The story shows her struggle with phantom pain, learning to walk with a prosthetic, and the hard process of retraining to run. Her ability to push through problems, helped by her own will and the support of others, shows how people can adapt and find strength when life changes. Rosa's daily endurance further shows this.
“"It's not about what you can't do. It's about what you can do, even if it's different. And sometimes, different is better."”
At first, Jessica is focused on herself, on her running, and mostly unaware of others' struggles, especially Rosa's. Her own disability forces her to feel vulnerable and dependent, changing her view. Through her time with Rosa, she develops deep understanding, seeing the insensitivity she showed before. This theme shows how personal difficulty can open one's eyes to what others experience, building compassion and understanding, and leading to a more accepting view of the world.
“"I used to think my life was over. Now, I realize it was just beginning, in a different way. A better way, because it made me see."”
Before her accident, Jessica's idea of success was tied to winning races and personal bests. Her injury breaks this idea, making her re-evaluate what is truly important. Her new goal of pushing Rosa in a marathon goes beyond personal glory, changing her purpose from individual achievement to selfless service and shared success. The book suggests that real success is found not just in personal wins, but in helping others and creating meaningful experiences that benefit more than just oneself, leading to a richer, more fulfilling life.
“"I didn't just want to cross finish lines myself—I wanted to take Rosa with me."”
Jessica's journey is not alone; it is tied to the constant support of her family, friends, and coach, and later, the wider community. Her parents' dedication, Fiona's loyalty, Gavin's help, and Coach Kyro's belief are important for her physical and emotional recovery. When she decides to run the marathon for Rosa, the community helps, giving money and encouragement. This theme highlights the important role that a strong support system plays in helping people overcome big challenges and achieve seemingly impossible dreams.
“"It's amazing what you can do when you have a whole team running with you, even if they're just cheering from the sidelines."”
A tangible symbol of both loss and renewed hope.
The prosthetic leg serves as a powerful symbol throughout the novel. Initially, the idea of it represents Jessica's profound loss and her altered identity. The early, clunky prosthetics symbolize her frustration and perceived limitations. However, the specialized 'Cheetah' running blade transforms into a symbol of hope, resilience, and the possibility of regaining her passion. It embodies the blend of human spirit and technological advancement, enabling Jessica to literally run towards a new future and a redefined purpose.
A narrative arc and a symbolic journey of endurance and shared triumph.
The marathon functions as the central plot device that structures the latter half of the novel. It provides a concrete, ambitious goal for Jessica, driving her training and recovery. Symbolically, the marathon represents not just a physical race but Jessica's entire journey of overcoming adversity, redefining her purpose, and pushing boundaries. Her decision to push Rosa in the marathon elevates it from a personal challenge to a selfless act of shared triumph, embodying the themes of empathy and community.
A foil and catalyst for Jessica's transformation.
Rosa serves as a crucial plot device by being a foil to Jessica's initial self-pity and a catalyst for her growth. Her everyday resilience, sharp wit, and deep understanding of life's challenges force Jessica to confront her own prejudices and self-absorption. Rosa's dream of crossing a finish line is the direct inspiration for Jessica's marathon goal, shifting the narrative from individual recovery to a shared, altruistic endeavor. Her presence provides the emotional and thematic core for Jessica's transformation.
Provides intimate access to Jessica's internal struggles and growth.
The novel is told from Jessica's first-person perspective, allowing readers direct access to her raw emotions, fears, and evolving thoughts. This narrative choice is vital for conveying the depth of her despair, the physical pain of her recovery, and the gradual shift in her perspective. It makes her journey more immediate and relatable, enabling readers to intimately experience her transformation from a self-focused athlete to a compassionate individual with a broader sense of purpose.
“I used to be a runner. I used to be fast. I used to be Jessica Carlisle.”
— Jessica reflects on her identity after losing her leg in an accident.
“Running isn't just a sport. It's a way of life.”
— Jessica explains her passion for running to a friend.
“You don't need legs to be a runner. You need heart.”
— Fiona, a girl with cerebral palsy, inspires Jessica.
“The finish line is just the beginning of something else.”
— Jessica realizes her journey extends beyond racing.
“Sometimes the hardest part isn't the running. It's the starting.”
— Jessica struggles to begin her rehabilitation.
“We're all running from something, or toward something.”
— A philosophical moment during a team discussion.
“Pain is temporary. Pride is forever.”
— Jessica pushes through physical therapy.
“My leg is gone, but I'm still here.”
— Jessica asserts her existence after the amputation.
“Friendship is the best kind of running partner.”
— Jessica appreciates her friend Rosa's support.
“The track doesn't care if you have one leg or two.”
— Jessica finds solace in the impartiality of running.
“Every step is a victory.”
— Celebrating small progress in rehabilitation.
“I run for those who can't.”
— Jessica dedicates her efforts to Fiona and others.
“Limits are just challenges in disguise.”
— Jessica adopts a positive mindset toward obstacles.
“The wind in my face feels like freedom.”
— Jessica describes the joy of running again with a prosthetic.
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